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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 25, 2016 3:21:23 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
She looked at G when he stood up and accepted the cup of coffee, air kissing him as a way to say thank you before immediately taking a sip from the coffee and closing her eyes. She listened to what he was planning to do today and nodded a few times to show she was listening even though she held her eyes closed. "Hmm, so many decisions to make," She whispered and opened her eyes again slowly to look towards him. "We still need to retake that other song with Jayu, it's not easy with a new member all of a sudden," she mumbled softly and bit her lip for a moment before sighing. With his following question she looked up and smiled. "Of course, my schedule is most vocal practice, so it should be fine," she said with a small smile to him. She'd love to work on some songs with him, as it was fun to do so, and he came up with some pretty good ideas for songs, she just tried to help a bit with how they were going to put it into a song that would be between their lines. "Neh, Chingu. Did you have any sleep?" She asked him now she looked better at him and noticed his eyes being a bit off from what he normal was in the morning. She looked a bit worried at him, being concerned about his health as it was no good to not sleep when there were a lot of hard days to come. Jayu was paying attention in class, he wrote notes meanwhile so it would help him study better later on. He didn't want his grades to falter anyway, it had been a big deal for his parents for him to get good grades, and it had been stuck in his head that he could make his parents proud if he made it in the music industry and could keep up his schoolwork, but he knew he couldn't keep this up forever. When it was lunch time he went to buy himself something in the cafeteria, looking around to find Snow somewhere, and when he looked outside, he could spot her alone on a bench, without any food. He sighed and got inside, buying something for her to eat before he went back outside and walked towards her, tapping her shoulder softly and handing the sandwich he got her over. "I don't care about you not being hungry. Starving isn't an option either, and I can tell you now already I want you to cut the 'I don't want you to get close to me because I'm an outsider' crap." He spoke calmly to her, with a serious face as he meant that he did not want her to avoid him from this point because other people might look up weird. He couldn't care less about that at this point. She shouldn't keep herself from other people that much, making them even more think of her being an outsider if she didn't seek any contact.
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Aug 25, 2016 23:45:04 GMT
Kim Gi (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
He nodded with a sigh, taking a sip from his own cup of coffee and placing his legs on the chair as well. He listened to what she had to say, nodding every now and then as a sign of agreement. He was thinking his strategy through to get through this day without much failure, especially since he hadn't slept last night. He sighed out softly, taking the warmth of the coffee in and looking up when Lusi called him out of his thoughts by asking something. He smirked slightly and rubbed the back of his neck. He knew he looked tired, his eyebags were puffy, his eyes duller and darker whilst his face had lost a bit of colour from the lack of sleep. He felt quite okay, that wasn't the problem for now, but he knew that throughout the day he would have to either drink a lot of coffee or take a nap. "I'll be alright, chingu. Don't worry too much about it, please." He tried to reassure her. He stretched out, taking another sip of his coffee before putting it on the desk and getting some program's up on the monitor and getting some paper and pens ready. "We should get started, we have a lot to do," he spoke to her. Snow sat silently on the bench, her legs close to each other and her notebook resting on her lap as she sat slightly bent forward to be able to write properly. It was easier to write in English rather than all the Hangul symbols, but she had gotten the hang of it. She looked up slightly when someone tapped on her shoulder, causing her to take an earphone out, wipe her hair behind her ear and place her earbud over her ear. She looked up to Jayu, at one side surprised to see him but at the other side she also had the gut feeling that it would happen. She rubbed her forehead slowly and sighed, taking the sandwich with both hands and thanking him whilst bowing. "I'm not starving myself," she argued against him, though her voice was soft. She sighed softly and closed her notebook and textbook, placing them on top of each other on her lap so there would be enough space for Jayu to sit down. She looked away when he spoke again, feeling somewhat frustrated that he had got through that. But it was to be expected, he had dealt with the same thing, being a foreigner in a cultural shocking country. That however didn't make her less frustrated, she felt as though the American culture was far more loose and free, as to where the Korean culture was stricter and she didn't want to mess his chances up nor did she want to mess up their business relationship or building friendship. But with the latter it could work against her if she didn't oblidge to what he was doing now, therefore she sighed out slowly, taking some of her frustration away. She looked up to him and shrugged slightly. "You should've seen me only months ago, it was far worse back then. Ever since I got put with ECLIPSE, it worked out for the better, believe it or not," she spoke before taking a small bite from her sandwich, as she figured that he wouldn't stop bothering her with that either.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 26, 2016 1:12:14 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Lusi looked close at him when he gave reaction to her question and sighed out. "It won't be alright, G. You should sleep, you won't get far by not sleeping you know," she said softly to him and stood up so she could sit next to him to get some work done on new songs. "Telling me not to worry, as if I can just ignore it," she mumbled as she sat next to him and sighed softly. She got a pen and some paper that he had laid before them and calmly waited for him to begin talking on what ideas he had gotten from when he hadn't slept. Since she didn't see him doing nothing while not sleeping, so he should've worked on some songs or atleast did something useful for the group. She held the cup of coffe in her hand, sipping it from time to time before looking back at G and tilting her head. "So, what have been your great ideas last night?" She asked himso they really could get started. She hadn't slept much herself last night, but just enough to get through the day without much trouble. "Neh, after we got some work done you just go take a nap and I'll finish it up a bit more okay? You won't last long like this if it happens more," She spoke, not asking him to do so but just saying he had to. It was no good so close to their debut that he would lack sleep. They had enough to do, and he couldn't effort fainting due it. Jayu looked at Snow when she got the sandwich and came to sit next to her calmly when she laid down her stuff on her lap. He chuckled softly when she said she didn't starve herself, but he didn't say much about it further more. He noticed her frustration, making him smile slightly and clmly took a bite of his own sandwich since he was hungry. He waited for her to give a response, and it took a little while before she actually spoke up again. "Hm. I didn't pay much attention on people walking around here, so I didn't have seen anything really," he said calmly and shrugged, taking another bite of his sandwich. "It won't help by just sitting here and not making contact with others though. I don't try to tell you off, or to make you feel bad or forced. It just pains me to see you sitting alone while there are many people seeing you like a normal native girl instead of a foreigner." He said calmly after swallowing and looked back at her for a moment. "Hanging around with you won't do much with my popularity as I have none." He also said now and sat a bit more comfortable on the bench. It was good she atleast ate a bit from the sandwich he had bought, he was glad she did otherwise he wouldn't have shut up about it, and she should realize that too as it were really small bites. "Well, atleast when you've debuted and with the succes ECLIPSE already has, they shouldn't bother you anymore." he said to reassure her a bit and looked around slightly, not seeing many people around here at the moment, and the few that he saw weren't looking this way.
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Aug 26, 2016 1:37:45 GMT
Kim Gi (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
He stretched himself out once more before turning his chair towards the desk, since she came to sit next to him. He took another sip from his coffee and sighed at her words, shaking his head slightly. "Lusi.. I realise, it was just one bad night, it can happen," he spoke to try and get her off his back, since he didn't see the worry of losing sleep for one night. He slept pretty much fine for the rest. He looked at her when she asked him something again, smirking for a moment yet groaning when she spoke again. "Ahh, chingu, really," he groaned and shook his head, grabbing his notebook that he wrote in last night. "I'll take a nap after we get something done, alright," he mumbled, opening his notebook up and trying to find the right page to start from. He rubbed underneath his eye for a moment and read what he had written down, tapping on the paper with his pen to point at what he had written and telling her about the ideas. He had started some lyrics as well and even had created a few melodies by writing notes down after playing a bit on the keyboard that they had in the dorm. "We gotta impress the crowd once we debut. We're not a normal group, so we shouldn't have the usual music and concepts either. This light and dark concept.. It's so broad, I think the message we can get across can be huge, not just something random. I think we could really make it a story for even further along the line, but then we gotta come up with a strong debut song and so far we have some weak stuff, compared to what I'm thinking of. Not to sound mean, but what I was thinking of was to really make a deep message, get that song out and be able to intertwine that with something later on. So more of a slow song, I suppose, or at least some good lyrics, and then something light. It ties in perfectly with the concept. We got a dark song then and a light song to debut with and with you and the other ladies and then me and the boys, I think it could really tie greatly together," he spoke to her after explaining what his ideas were. She looked at him once he had sat down, raising an eyebrow for a moment when he spoke again. He was quite frustrating at some times, she noticed now that the conversation was a bit more serious than usual. Perhaps it was her young look on things, or him not experiencing it the way she did at the moment something happened. However, it did frustrate her. She sighed out softly and took another bite, nodding slightly when he said that he didn't want to tell her off, yet it did sound that way to her at this point. Her older member telling her off because she was shy and foreign, not being really able to socialise and fit in. It had been four years, which pretty much also was her time at this school, the students knew her and changing her image was hard once it was set, even now that she had improved so much over the years and especially in the last few months. She chuckled lightly at his words when that thought came across, taking another bite of her sandwich. "Who does? You and the members seem to be the only ones so far. We got most of our success so far because of how SM is promoting us and because we have such strong visuals and now you as well. That song that you and G reproduced sounded amazing already and that could kick us far." she shrugged a bit and took the sandwich in her mouth for a slight bit, quickly packing her stuff before the sandwich fell and it'd leave a mess on her uniform. She fixed her skirt and took the sandwich in her hands again after taking a small bite off again. "People are fixated on such different things here that I still don't get. Like the bloodtype thing. I had no idea what my bloodtype was before I came here. I started on the wrong foot, not knowing any Korean nor the culture and having to fit in and learn it all so fast next to going to school and training. It just left a print on my classmates and other students, especially cause I got scolded by teachers so often because I was such a dummy when it came to answering properly or the manners," she chuckled softly to her own words, looking at him now that it was off her chest and she saw some humor in it, actually. "I think they see me as some dumbass, whilst my grades are in the top of the class," she then suddenly spoke in English, since it was easier for her to use 'vulgar' words then.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 26, 2016 2:58:52 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
She looked at him and raised an eyebrow. "One bad night can cause more bad nights and days. It sure can happen, but it's no good," she said softly. He might not care about losing sleep for one night, but she sure did as it could happen more often and then he'd be the one responsible for them to be screwed once their debut was coming up. She smiled when he said he'd take a nap after they got some things done and nodded calmly to that. "Thank you," she said and now calmly waited for him to get started on what he had written down during the night. She looked at the notebook and read the things he had written down, listening meanwhile to his ideas and what might be a thing they could use. She nodded from time to time and was sure to pay attention on everything he said. "You think so much into it.. It's a good idea though, it would give us a strong start. But what would it be about? Or we have to give everyone their little part with their meaning to it and their emotions to it. As it would mean nothing to them if they just have to sing without knowing what it is about and what meaning to put behind it." She said softly as she thought about it and looked back at the paper in front of her as she began writing some things down, biting her lip softly. "I like the idea, and the thoughts you put in to it are great too, I'd love to work on it, we just have to see how it would all work out." She said calmly and bit her lip softly, chewing on it again as she was thinking, and it had become a habit. "Though to be calling our first songs weak," she said with a small chuckle and tapped a bit on the paper with the pen in her hand, sighing softly, having a slight headache making thinking hard whilst she tried to put good effort into it, that and she had other songs in her mind rght now. Instead of thinking about their own she ended up with having Save me from BTS stuck in her head. "I'm so productive today," she mumbled with a sigh as she wasn't of much use in her eyes at this moment. Jayu stayed calm and waited for her to react again, knowing it might not be what she was used to hear or him sounding like he really was telling her off, but he just tried to get her to act more like how he had already seen her during practice. When she talked he sighed softly and shook his head. "That's because you're not looking like I do, and I know why that is because I was the same in studying abroad. Try imagining being raised here and coming in a country where you can do pretty much anyting and get away with it. I can't presicely say that I know how you felt when you got here, since parts got switched around, but it's pretty much close," He spoke calmly. "It sounded amazing before I got here, so it would've stayed the same, even if I hadn't joined ECLIPSE, I don't think it would've made much of a change." He spoke calmly before finishing his sandwich and looking back at her for a sly moment, looking back around afterwards. "I didn't know any English when I got to America. It had all been decided before I really knew I was going to America really. So I arrived at the airport, knowing only the words 'hello, goodbye and excuse me'." He said with a soft chuckle and stretched his back slightly. "Since the American culture is very loose, and I came from a very strict place, it's hard to let go of that, as it stays in your mind that you're doing a thing you probably shouldn't be doing here. It took me three years to completely let go of my Korean culture for a while and for me to be able to talk to people normally. Since you're shy of your own and it is just your personality I know that it is hard to just go talk to people. It's never too late to change an image though. I can now go bboying and people would look at me surprised, image changed. You're now showing only your closed self, closing up for practically everyone, making you feel unreachable for the people that might want to contact you. Like them," he said as he nodded towards two girls that weretalking to eachother, sometimes glancing towrds them and hesitating to go or not go, eventually not doing it to not bother her. "You should talk to them sometime when you're feeling ready for it. And otherwise I'll let you meet some people who I think you'd like. Though I don't want to baby you, 'cause that's a bother to me too," He said and stuck his tongue out playfully. When she began to talk in English he chuckled and shook his head slightly. "Awhh, they don't. well atleast some don't. Others are just so hung up on that image of you then from those years ago. But it's really their bad to be missing up on you 'cause you're fine to hang around with an great company. Cultural gaps are common, so in my eyes this bullshit about juding others by their culture should be set on a halt. Ah damn, I told myself not to use ulgar language once I got back." He said in English with a chuckle. "It really surprised me how I got the hang of all the curse words on my first day though, memorable times," he said with a soft laugh and then looked at the hour, lunchtime was almost over, so he got up and looked at her. "I'll get you to your classroom, if you don't mind. I'd like to see what people's reaction would be on that and fuck them up if I don't like it," He said, being half serious 'cause he really hated those kinds of people judging just from where someone was from and how they acted.
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Aug 26, 2016 15:59:59 GMT
Kim Gi (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
He sighed at her words, looking at her with a raised eyebrow and smiling when she gave in once he'd take a nap. He patted her shoulder for a moment and finished his coffee, nodding to what she said. "That's what happens at night, eh." He spoke with a laugh since she found it all so deep. He shrugged and listened to what she had to say, nodding every now and then and thinking it through. "Aish, you know I'm joking. It's just weak from what I thought as the concept, aigoo~ Don't take it wrong, chingu." He laughed softly and sat down better on his chair, looking at her. "I think that each member can get their own little part that we'd throw into a big song. Or get something we're all passionate about, like, I don't know, hard times in life, something that stuck with us all that we're willing to throw out. Or we could come up with something like.. Well, BigBang has Monster for example. Or BTS with Cypher and their latest album, Hwa Yang Yeon Hwa: Young Forever. Look at their songs like.. Run. Or Silver Spoon. I don't know, what I mean is just to get a message across. Something hopeful for the fans, for example. Something that will be the light and something that makes them understand the dark. Hence the hardship we had to go through and the rough paths we took. Every member could write something but it'll have to fit with their role. The rapper line has it more broad, we usually get more lyrics. But I'm thinking to give you and the vocal line therefore, more room to play with and to keep the rappers with small bits, because I feel like the dark song should really have that emotional sound from the vocalists, rather than the aggressiveness I for example rap with, or even Snow with that song from a few weeks ago. Or Jayu now. I want him to earn his spot first, he's working hard, but that ain't gonna cut it," he spoke calmly, sitting back again and writing some things down, getting some lyrics down as well. "I thought I was the one who hadn't slept all night," he chuckled and looked at her again. "I'm throwing a lot at you, it's fine," he chuckled and sat back again, yawning softly. "However, let's get something done so I can take that nap, otherwise I'm not gonna," he smiled innocently, looking at her too. She took another bite from her sandwich whilst listening to him, not that she had much of a choice. Her music still played softly in one ear, but her hearing focussed on his voice. She didn't respond much, at least not in words, her face spoke enough even though her gaze was locked on the ground. He was right on so many parts that she couldn't argue against it anymore and just had to give to it, believe it so to speak. She sighed softly, looking at the sandwich and slowly finishing it since she figured that that would be her best option with it. "It's so much easier with you guys since you guys didn't judge me at first.. I mean, we had the same with you. You looked so sloppy and unorganised when you met us, but that proved to be different and we went with what we got to know over the last few days." She spoke softly over her being shy and not talking much to people. She had tried talking with people here, didn't quite work out. She also had tried talking when she had a partner, but most of the time that went down the drain as well since they already had an image of her. She had a voice however, and perhaps she should really show that. His example was a bit odd, bboying all of a sudden would be funny to see but she'd indeed be impressed and his image would change since he'd go from 'fairly good dancer' to the 'bboy' from the group. Perhaps she really had to do something about it, but she was shy and insecure and that made her anxious just for the idea of it. She chewed on the inside of her cheek, listening to him again and laughing softly when he spoke about babysitting her. She cracked up even more when he used vulgar words whilst telling himself not to. She hid her mouth for a moment and looked at him, smirking and shaking her head. "Curse words are so handy though.. I mean, English has their common ones that are known worldwide, but I even could hear the difference between normal speech and swear words here because they used a different tone for it and someone would look so utterly shocked," she spoke further in English, chuckling softly at the image she remembered. "I had to change that too, you know. I was swearing a lot, even at a young age. Small words like damn and crap, shit, that stuff. Everytime I dropped something or something didn't work out and my trainers or teachers would always scold me so bad after laughing because they found it funny how such a small girl used such a word," she tilted her head a bit and shrugged, taking the last bite of her sandwich and smiling half at his words. She looked up to him when he spoke about getting her to class, raising her eyebrows surprised when he said to mess them up if he didn't like how people reacted. She had to blink a few times, since it seemed so odd to her for him to do that for her just because people looked at her wrong, that happened all the time and she didn't want him to get in a fight just for her. She scratched her temple for a moment and grabbed her bag, sighing out softly and looking at him again. "Let's get going then, before you get too late for your class because of me," she spoke in Korean again, standing up and taking her bag on her shoulder after fixing her clothing a bit.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 26, 2016 19:54:33 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
She looked at him and chuckled softly when he patted her shoulder and said that the deep stuff happened when night came around and he didn't sleep. "Not bad." She said softly and shook her head slightly. "Suuree you were. Next time you make your own songs without my help tsk." She spoke, pouting slightly before being a bit more serious again and listening to him again when he spoke further. "It's a good idea. Though you don't have to go too hard on Jayu yet. He has to place himself in the group still and it won't help if we pressure him too much at this point. But I see him taking your lead rapper role though. You've practiced two hours with him and recorded everything and edited all of it in one hour. If he can keep up with your rapping in only two hours, it won't take long," she said calmly with a small innocent smile. "I just have a bit of a headache, and BTS got stuck in my head. And then having only three or four hours of sleep isn't handy." She said softly chuckling and looking at what he noted down. "Let's get started then," she mumbled and began writing down some things of her own, thinking on what it all could be about. It was hard to say that all the members would have to write their own part as it had to fit into eachother too, so they should probably go about ECLIPSE in it's whole instead of smaller parts into eachother, so they would have more time to get something like that. Not everyone was as good in explaining what they ment and write it down. She wouldn't have trouble with that, but she didn't want to realease much of her past yet so she rather didn't write individual parts. She bent over towards him slightly to read what he was writing down and pouted slightly. "So, the vocal line and I get more room to play in.." she mumbled and bit her lip again softly, sighing out. He was glad she was just listening to him instead of argueing about it, so she could know he knew what she felt at some times and right now. When she brought up his first day he chuckled softly and shrugged. "I was running late, and the bus didn't want to come, making me run for a while before I could get onto it and then getting to SM was a pain, searching the right room. So yeah.." He said, giving an explanation why he had been so sloppy. He was glad when she was laughing and loosened up a bit after somewhat of a serious talk and looked back at her calmly, nodding to her words about the swear words used in Korean. "Atleast they laughed with it before scolding you.." He mumbled as he thought back into his youth when he sweared in front of his parents and caretakers. He rather didn't think about it, as it was no use getting annoyed or sad over it now. He was hopefully going to debut with a great and talented group, showing his parents were wrong, letting them see what he could do. They had never supported him in it, maybe that's why they moved and he never heard a thing from them anymore for now eventhough they had said they would. He looked away slightly hurt but regained his calmth again and waited for her to get up, seeing some sort of worry and surprise in her eyes when he had said that about messing people up. "Don't worry, figure of speech, I don't fight at school," he said calmly with a small smile. But one meter in front of the schoolgate he would smash someone in the face if he had to. He didn't enjoy fighting, but if it helped out.. why not? He looked back at her and nodded calmly waiting for her to grab her stuff and get going to her classroom. "I won't be too late, it's not that far from your class to mine, so.." He spoke calmly and began walking with her to drop her off. He didn't see many people watching now that he walked with her, some small innocent glances, but no glaring, no mean looks, no bullying. That was sad. So when she walked with a guy there were no more bad intentions? Well that could work in her benefit, making people talk more to her, so if he kept this up a bit more, everything should be rather okay, and if not, well than he would take care of it as good as he possibly could.
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Aug 26, 2016 20:44:15 GMT
Kim Gi (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
He laughed softly at her comment, shaking his head and throwing his hands up as a sign that he didn't mean it. He liked working with her, they worked well together so he rather continued that. "That was an easy rap, though. You haven't seen the best of me yet, Lusi, I gotta adapt to the sound of the group, don't I?" He smirked, looking at her as he sighed softly and shook his head. "Yahh.. And then this chingu complains about me not getting sleep. You gotta do your best in sleeping too. But BTS ain't that bad.. You can always draw inspiration from that, not?" He shrugged and showed her his notebook better so that she didn't have to strain herself from taking a look at what he had written down. "Don't worry about writing something extremely personal, that's not what I want you to do, unless you want to do so yourself. It's more that the message has to come across. Like something people can relate to. People have experienced heartbreak, loss, those things, so write about that in a way you can let your feelings out. The vocal line gets more room in it because I got this idea.." He tried to explain it, but didn't quite find the right words so he licked his lips and tapped his fingers on the desk. "Ahh.. Like, I feel like the light song should be more for the vocal line cause the sound of singing can be a lot more hopeful rather than our heavy raps. I feel like the rapper line can come forward with that in the dark song, put some strong vocals in there and some light raps in the light song and we have two masterpieces that we can debut with. I don't know, I just have this idea and I'm eager to do it. I wanna at least make the songs I'm thinking of and see what the rest thinks of it," he spoke, scratching his temple as he sighed and sat back, looking at his notebook. She chuckled to his explanation, nodding slightly to say she did understand, it hadn't mattered to her anyway. She rather cared for how he acted, rather than how he looked. When he mumbled, she looked at him, furrowing her eyebrows slightly yet he seemed to play it off as something that he didn't want to be noticed, so she let it slide and started walking along. "You better not!" She spoke, looking at him with big eyes before poking his shoulder. "I'd kick your ass for kicking someone's ass to help me out," she spoke, chuckling softly as she looked around a bit. She did notice some eyes on her, but now she walked with him it didn't seem so major, also since her face wasn't all that serious, yet still held a shy glint. But that was normal, she didn't know him for long, yet was grateful for him helping her out even then. She looked up to the door of her classroom, turning around and bowing to him shortly. "Thank you for walking me to my class and for the talk and sandwich, I appreciate it a lot. I'll be sure to take your advice and work on it." She spoke whilst bowing, but when she looked up she slapped his shoulder softly with her hands. "Now hurry before you're late to your class because of me, you!" She was to say a little swear word, but shut her mouth up that way since she couldn't really speak like that to someone older. Yet she laughed it off as well and looked at him. "I'll see you outside after class, G usually waits at the gate," she spoke, bowing slightly again before rushing into her classroom.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 26, 2016 21:59:26 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
She chuckled softly at his reaction and sutkc her tongue out for a small moment before she listened to him about Jayu and it being an easy rap. "So you're saying you're sure he won't surpass you hmm? Try giving him a difficult rap then. i'm curious on a show off between you, Snow and Jayu," she said with a small smile and fixed her hair for a moment. She looked innocently at him and turned a bit away on the chair, but turned back again as they had to get things done. "At least I slept a bit, not much but enough to get through the day. You haven't slept at all," she argued with him and nodded on his other words about having BTS in mind. "Yeah, but I got Save me in mind so eh..." She said with a soft chuckle and looked into his notebook a bit, listening to him at the same time and nodded slightly to what he said. "I get you, you don't have to explain it so thoroughly. I'm not that much of a moron okay," she said with a small smile to him and began scribbling down some things on the paper in front of her. "You better get writing then if you're that eager to make the songs you're think of," she said with a small smile whie she tried to put some ideas on the paper in front of her, writing small pieces of lyrics as she thought it more through, having some kind of meaning to her so she could put her emotion in it. Not a word about her parents, nor her family in general, not in those exact words anyway, it was more with sayings rather than really using the words she was thinking about so it wouldn't give her away. Jayu was thankful for her not saying anything to him about his reaction as he had noticed that she had noticed. He didn't like people butting into his bussinnes anyway, but it was sometimes inevitable and he had to learn to deal with that eventually, but he had time. He chuckled when she said he'd better not pick a fight with people. "Okay okay, I won't, I'm a kind hearted person," he said wth a chuckle and kept walking with her until they were at her class. He looked at her when she turned around and thanked him for everything just now, nodding slightly and showing a small smile. "You're welcome. I hope it works out well," he said calmly and raised an eyebrow when she slapped his shoulder and then send him off to get to his own classroom, chuckling softly again. "Aw you're so sweet to your oppa. I'll see you outside then. Good luck," he said before bowing himself slightly and walking away, every hint of kindness and smiles disappeared the moment he turned away and walked off. He had thought about his past again with his parents and it had made him angry and feel hurt if he thought about how it could've all turned out. He sighed out to remain his calmth and when he got to his classroom he immediately say down and began to write down all his frustrations, everything that went through him, shutting him off from the rest of the class that came walking in. He wasn't in need of company right now, just him and his thoughts in this moment. That until he had all hus frustrations written down and looked up when their teacher came walking in, putting away his notebook and paying attention again to everything.
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Aug 26, 2016 22:53:03 GMT
Kim Gi (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
He rolled his eyes when she spoke out a challenge, looking at her as he poked her with the tip of his sneaker. "He just learned how to rap, hell, he just learned what rap is like for all I care. Snow learned it over her last two years as a trainee and I have been rapping for as long as I can remember, which back at least a decade. Don't underestimate your leader, chingu. I may not be the best rapper out there, but I am definitely a person who can rap," he spoke, chuckling lightly as he remembered his time as an underground rapper. He placed his foot back on the chair and tilted his head a bit. "Ahh.. Doesn't mean I can't function, so far I'm doing quite well," he shrugged, thinking about the song she mentioned. He knew the song, but he was trying to remember the lyrics. He hummed along a bit before remembering them, but then he had to listen to her again so he laughed quietly. "Ahh, I'm sorry. I just get into it sometimes, you know it," he apologised, nodding as he wrote things down, only a few key words he felt like could benefit the process. He had plently of lyrics that could fit the songs, none of it predicted much of his past that he wasn't willing to talk about. He was careful with that, he wanted to make sure that if they ever had to explain a song, or even he had to explain a song towards the manager or his members, he wanted to be able to do that freely, without struggle of emotions. He wrote things for a few hours, after being satisfied with that he did a few things on the computer and for the rest he left it up to Lusi, since he had been ordered to take a nap. He explained a few things to her, since song production really was his thing, but after that he obeyed and laid down on the couch in the Moon Room. He laid on his back, one hand on his stomach and the other laid under his head and like that he had fallen asleep, making sure to set an alarm since he didn't want to be late for picking up their youngsters. It was a messy nap, he dreamt a few things, causing him to toss and turn on the couch, which wasn't all that big to begin with. His shirt got pulled up and fell even further up once his upperbody had left the couch because he laid half off it, one leg laying over the back of the couch and the other still laying awkwardly on the couch itself. Eventually he woke up before his alarm, since his back started hurting. He looked up oddly when he woke up off the couch, clearing his throat for that reason and slowly standing up, stretching out and groaning since his back was a bit sore now. But the nap had helped him quite a bit. He rubbed his face, excusing himself as he went to the toilets to freshen up his face and after that he went to pick up the youngsters. He arrived somewhat early, so he stepped out of the car and walked calmly towards the gate. The schoolgate was open already, so he was able to stand inside, making him lean against the wall closest to the entrance whilst he looked on his phone. By now they were used to him and they didn't make a problem out of it either, him being on school property sometimes could cause quite a hassle since he didn't look that kind at the moment. He still looked tired, his eyes hadn't lost their puffiness and his hair was messy so he had just thrown on a black cap. He fixed his white mouth mask and rubbed his eye for a moment. Their school would end soon, luckily.. He wanted to get back into the car since it was quite chilly outside, which was odd for the season. Then again, his clothing was suited for the weather, so it probably was because he hadn't slept much that his body was protesting slightly. He was wearing some loose ripped jeans, white sneakers, a brown belt, a white shirt that he had tucked in along with the denim blouse that he wearing half unbuttoned. He wanted to prevent having his stomach showing again, if he was to fall asleep again. "Ahh, oppa shouldn't speak about getting in trouble!" She had said quickly before entering her classroom, waving him off whilst moving to her spot which was up front, next to a boy that she still didn't know the name of. She wasn't quite interested in getting to know her classmates and names were such a struggle for her as well. She grabbed her books and started working, even when the teacher hadn't come into their classroom yet. She just wanted to get ahead of things, it meant less homework. Once the teacher arrived, she stood up along with everyone else and greeted, getting their last hours of class started quickly. However, working ahead hadn't worked out, she still had loads of homework and an essay due for the end of the week, causing her to get somewhat annoyed since she tried so hard not to have homework so that she could focus more on the group and their debut. But it wasn't to be argued, unfortunately. So once she was done with class, which was a bit later than the usual time as their teacher had made them stay longer, she got out of class eagerly. Yet this time she got stopped, which surprised her. She recognised the girl as one of the girls that had been looking when Jayu pointed it out, which brought even more surprise to her face. The girl smiled politely, however, and asked her some things. How she was doing, who Jayu was, why she never optioned to talk to her when she had been curious for a while to the 'American girl'. Snow was turning shy with all the questions, especially when she asked about Jayu. They walked out of the school together whilst Snow was trying to come up with an answer to the questions: 'Don't you think he's handsome?' 'I wonder how he performs!' 'Is he your oppa?' She scratched her temple nervously and laughed awkwardly to the last question. "Ahh.. He's not bad looking, no. He performs.. Pretty okay? I haven't seen much so far, he's a member of the same group I'm in.. He's not my oppa, no. Not in that way," she had spoken softly, waving the girl off quickly and saying she'd talk to her tomorrow once she saw G. Who looked up quite surprised when he noticed Snow walking with a girl, that had been a first.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 27, 2016 0:52:51 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
She looked at him when she got poked by him and kept an innocent look on his face. "I never said you couldn't rap though, I know you're a good rapper, I'm just curious who would win if you three set up a challenge is all. I want to know how far Jayu can push himself in some sort of challenge with something he doesn't know much about yet. Eventhough it was an easy rap, he still got the hang of it quickly. I would never underestimate you, chingu~" She said with a small smile. She looked back at her paper until he said something again and chuckled softly. "You're doing well indeed, and I know you have your moments you just think no one understands you. I know you for a while now." She said softly and glanced at him before looking back at the paper in front of her and working further on it. When he had done some work and explained her how she could work with the programs and he went to take a nap, she grabbed his notes with hers and began writing them over, getting an idea on getting it in one full song, popping some ideas in it more and trying to keep it more general. She'd ask what he thought of it when he woke up again. She glanced at him from time to time to see how he was doing, chuckling when she saw how he began to twist and turn on the couch, eventually having his upperbody off of the couch and his belly showing due his shirt being pulled up. She couldn't help herself but taking a picture of him like that, showing it to Snow later on when G had gotten the youngsters off of school. When he seemed to wake up due to his uncomfortable position she looked at him again and tilted her head slightly. "Maybe you should try sleeping during the night. Your bed is a lot wider than that couch, and we can't have you keeping a sore back now since we have to practice choreo tomorrow." She said softly with a small smile. "Thank you for listening though~ Good luck picking up the youngsters~" She said to him with the same smile. When he was gone she finished up her work from the past hours a bit more before she left it with that and she herself went to lie down on the couch, closing her eyes and practicing her vocals in the meantime softly as she hadn't done much of that today since she helped G with putting something together. So now she was alone for a bit she could practice all she wanted. It didn't take long though before she was taken away by the comfort of the couch and drifted into a undeep sleep. Jayu had put his hand up slightly at those words and had walked away after. The last hours seem to pass by slowly. He was tired out by his thoughts, thinking too much about everything he shouldn't have. He made up his mind and said to himself to call his parents once school was over, for now he had to remain focused, and even that was hard at this moment, being too focussed on not forgetting to call. So once school was out he went outside, moving towards a place where he could be alone for a minute without people looking at him or hearing him, which was pretty much somewhere behind the school building, immediately calling his fathers phone number. He didn't pick up, which could be normal since he still had a busy work schedule, and he never picked up his phone when he was busy with work.. So he went to call his mother since he knew she was home, she couldn't work for a few months due to a fracture so she didn't have any reason not to pick up, always having her phone with her. He tried calling her a couple of times, his patience decading and when the last call he tried didn't even go through, it hit him hard. Were they so disappointed in him that they didn't want any contact anymore? He chuckled slightly at that idea, yet he became mad, smashing his fist against the schoolbuilding with all he got, gritting his teeth and repeatedly did that until his hand felt numb of punching the wall. Maybe she was sleeping, and her phone was lying somewhere she couldn't hear it. But that didn't seem like her, and that wouldn't explain why his last call didn't even went through and had just been cut off, declined as to speak. Or she was having a bad moment, not wanting to talk, but that also didn't seem like her. He glanced at his hand noticing how his knuckles were ripped open, just like his fingers were all bloody and messed up. This was just great. He couldn't get inside to clean it off, since G or Snow would notice, and they had to get to SM to get work done.. He grabbed a napkin out of his backpack and wrapped his hand in it, it almost immediately being soaked with blood, but that was least of his worries right now. He'd take care of it when they got at SM. He felt anger and hurt, hiding it as good as he could, showing no direct emotion on his face and went to walk towards the gate, looking up slightly when he saw Snow walking with the girl they had seen before and it surprised him slightly, making him show a small smile before falling into nothing again, his eyes slightly red keeping himself from crying, but it now just looked as if he was tired, so that was taken care of quickly. He hid his bloody hand in the sleeve of his uniform which was also easily done since the sleeves were a bit too long for him anyway, so he could hid his hand in a whole. He greeted G and Snow calmly as he tried to be a bit more cheerful again without it looking fake whilst he felt everything but cheerful at this moment.
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Aug 27, 2016 1:13:49 GMT
Kim Gi (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
He greeted the maknae who bowed for him and then undid her tie, relaxing more now that she had survived school and the day actually hadn't been that bad. Yet it dwelled in her mind for a moment that something had bothered Jayu, but asking him about it was out of the question. She just hoped that he wouldn't dwell in it like it had dwelled in her mind. She looked up to her leader, furrowing her eyebrows when she noticed how tired he looked, yet he waved it off. "I haven't slept all night, too busy. But Lusi made me take a nap, so it's better," he spoke with a kind smirk, to which she nodded. He looked back at his phone, sighing out softly since it was taking Jayu a while to come, would something have happened? He licked his lip at the thought, squinting his eyes slightly. If he had gotten in trouble, he would've said so, he had his number, right? "Has Jayu been acting off today?" He therefore asked Snow, since the students were dying down and the school was slowly becoming empty, yet there still was no sign of Jayu. She looked up to him, furrowing her eyebrows slightly at the sudden question. "Not really.. He did say something that might have caught him off guard. We had quite a conversation during lunch because he was bothered with how I was sitting alone once again. Uhm.. It was something along the lines 'atleast they laughed with you instead of scolding you..'? I can't put my finger on it, I'm sorry. But I don't think he has gotten in trouble, if that's what you think." She spoke, to which he nodded and sighed out, looking around the schoolground, if it'd take too long he'd go look himself. He gave him two more minutes, yet he still didn't appear so he told Snow to stay where she stood, but when he was about to walk off, he saw Jayu appear, making him ease down and stand back against the wall again, putting his phone away and sighing, shaking his head. He greeted him back, looking at him from head to toe. "Yah, why are you so late? What were you doing back there?" He spoke then whilst heading towards the car. Snow quietly followed, looking worried at Jayu as she tried to figure out what was wrong. He seemed tired, but his eyes were puffy, which wasn't that way during lunch. It seemed off how red they were considering he looked awake earlier in the day and the last few hours couldn't have been so tiring, she figured, yet she didn't know how he was. G opened the cardoor for Snow, making her sit in the back so Jayu would sit in the front, since G was not gonna let it go. He opened the door for Jayu as well and raised an eyebrow at him. "You better not lie to your hyung, so think before you answer."
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 27, 2016 1:46:27 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Jayu looked at G when he immediately asked him something after greeting and sighed softly. "I got hung up on something I'm sorry. I had to call someone for a moment before I forgot and I didn't want to be a bother by calling someone while I was with you, so." He said calmly, telling the truth that way. "It's not going to happen again. I didn't want to mess up precious time for practice." He spoke, being serious about what he said and really felt bad for coming out so late when he could've always called another time. He had noticed the worried look that Snow gave him, making him show a smile towards her to say he was fine so she shouldn't worry. It was quite worrysome for him when G looked like he wasn't to give up on knowing what he was doing making him so late. But he had said everything he had to say about it, not lying a single word of it so G shouldn't be bothered by it anymore than he was now. If he had his mind set on other things, he'd be fine and there wouldn't be any problem anymore. He got in the car when G opened up the door for him and just thanked him, nodding at his words, having already given his honest answer to his questions. If he now could just survive the ride to the building and don't get in trouble further more, that'd be great and he would've achieved something fantastic. He'd go as fast as he could to the bathroom to get his hand cleaned and his face fixed before he would breakdown in the middle of things or someone would notice him doing that. He didn't want that to happen as he was new in the group and didn't already want to be the wreckage of the whole group, making him useless after all. If he didn't cut this thoughts out he'd give his parents their right of being mad at him and abbandoning him because he wanted to do music he would never be good in as they had always said. Why would they be supporting him if they knew he'd fail. It made him laugh and cry at the same time inside, but he didn't show anything on the outside, knowing well how to hide his feelings in the years that had passed. How pathetic was he acting even? Smashing his hand because his parents didn't pick up their phones. Maybe it was because it was the only family he had and would ever have. He only had his parents and caretakers when he was young. His life consisting on studying, a lot of studying. He had gotten a love for sports when he had been in America, and a love for music when he got back from America, due someone asking him on the plane what he thought of a song. His parents immediately disapproving, but he did it anyway. He could understand his parents though. Why would they want their succesful son to go do something like singing when he could've done so much more? It was probably embarrassing for them to have taken care of him as good as they could, raising them to be a succesful lawyer or doctor, and then their only son decided to try the music industry. What a disgrace..
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Aug 27, 2016 2:08:18 GMT
Kim Gi (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
He looked skeptical during Jayu's explanation, making him tilt his head at the words he spoke and squinting his eyes slightly. Yet he sighed and patting him on his shoulder, getting in the car himself after and waiting for them to get buckled up whilst he buckled himself in too. He started the car and drove away, looking in the mirror towards Snow for a moment, yet she had her head turned outside the window the moment he looked. The moment he looked away she looked at Jayu again. He had told the truth, that much she could tell, but having him look so tired must have a different reason. It just wasn't her business to know, which she understood, yet G wasn't like that. He wanted everyone to feel well and when they didn't, he'd do what he could to help, but he needed something to go off of, something to understand at least a bit what was going on. Snow wasn't much of a hero in that, so she admired their leader for being able to cheer them up all the time since they already had some hard times, like during practice a lot of them got frustrated when it didn't work out, or during recordings, even at the dorm when someone had a bad day or something broke, whatsoever. He was always the one to help. She placed her earbuds in and started to play music, even though G had the radio on softly. He looked at Snow again, sighing out softly when she had her earbuds in. He then stopped the radio, turning the volume down as he kept his eyes on the road, whilst choosing his words for Jayu. "You can keep a pokerface well," he spoke, resting his left arm against the window and shrugging lightly. "But you can't hide your hand forever. I'm assuming it had to do with that call, that your hand got smashed, perhaps? You at least did something, don't think this hyung doesn't notice things. You looked far more bright this morning and that was the morning, you even came out with a blanket wrapped around you and you looked more cheerful than now," he let out a light chuckle and shook his head slightly, sighing out. "Look, you don't have to tell me what exactly happened. Who you called, why you smashed your hand, but I am gonna take care of it when we get at SM. After that we're gonna work on putting your mind on different stuff, cause whatever you're thinking, it'll be a distraction and we don't want that. Especially you, I'm assuming because it'll put you in a bed place. Snow might not ask you, but she notices it too and Lusi will definitely notice if something's wrong, she's like a mother in that." He spoke, smirking half as he looked at Jayu and grabbed his shoulder for a moment, holding the steering wheel with the hand that was leaning against the window. "But even though she acts like a mom and a noona, I'm your hyung and leader. And you may be new, I may be a bit skeptical still, but that doesn't mean that I don't want you to have it good. We're a group now, so we're here for each other and as your leader, your hyung but also as a friend, I think it's important that you're feeling good." He shrugged and focussed more on the road again. "If they ask about your hand, just tell them that you had a little accident, they won't ask further. Perhaps Lusi, but I'll keep her off your back if you'd like," he spoke calmly again, parking the car once they arrived.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 27, 2016 3:05:51 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Jayu hoped he'd leave it at his words, but that chance seemed to be very small if he had to guess how G was and for all that he had seen up until now. He noticed how Snow put her earbuds in and get some music started, causing G to turn down the volume of the radio. The moment he thought he could maybe get away with it, G spoke up, making him curse inside his mind. He listened to what he had to say and glanced at his hand for a moment which still ached badly due to it being completely smashed up. It had to be expected that he would notice it though, since he'd never do it otherwise, but still he could've tried.. He let a small chuckle escape when he thought back at this morning, when he had come for breakfast in the blanket, yet it faded quickly since it wasn't enough to get the rest out of his mind. He listened further to his words, waiting to react until he was done talking, but it went on for a bit longer than he had expected. He looked over at G when he grabbed hold of his shoulder, making him sigh softly and nod to his following words. It was sweet how he said all these things to someone he barely knew as he was new and didn't do much in the group yet. It really surprised him that there were people like that. He rolled the sleeve of his uniform up a bit to look at the napkin being soaked with blood right now, hiding it after again as he didn't want Snow to see it how it looked now. It should be better when it was all cleaned up. Not great, as it would still be some big scratches, but it would be not be dripping with blood anymore. "I'd appreciate that," he spoke, keeping his pokerface since he didn't want any emotions to leak out of him at this moment. He really hoped something would work to get his mind off of things, but actually everything that had to do with music made him think about his parents, and that was the biggest problem he had at this moment. When they arrived he got out of the car and waited for G and Snow to get out, putting his backpack on his back again so they could get inside and his change of clothes was in it, so he needed it anyway The last thing he needed was a motherlike figure acting all concerned since it'd break him, eventhough she might be only two years older than him, he'd be useless for the rest of the day. Meanwhile Lusi was still napping due to her short night's sleep. The faster his hand got taken care of the faster he'd be able to try and set his mind onto something different. He already was happy that G didn't want to know the details if he didn't want to tell. He could say his hand got smashed between doors, it would be legit since they wouldn't see the wound itself but the bandage around it, unless it didn't stop bleeding..
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