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Jan 19, 2016 22:14:21 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 19, 2016 22:14:21 GMT
Ash
He looked at them and shrugged. It was their life, he didn't have to mangle in it anyway. If they didn't want to know it, that was their choice. He stretched his back for a moment since he felt pretty stiff, but it would be fine if he just laid down on his bed at his place. He looked back at them when they talked about that subject again and sighed softly. What should he answer on that? "Parents and people who fucked my life up. My parents tried to surpress me because they were against the killing and being bad and stuff, and was weak on that stage in my life, so an easy target and they fucked me over. You could say I'm this way because of my parents, so they didn't make the same mistake with my siblings," he said and tilted his head a bit. He didn't mind talking about this subject, if it were about her question on school on how he looked so depressed, he would freak out again, he didn't want to think about that.
Luca
She looked up a bit surprised when Taylor came over to her and asked her something. She looked at her for a few seconds, blinked some times to let the question sink into her and then nodded and looked at the seat next to her. "It's not taken, you can sit here if you want," she then said to her with a sly smile out of politeness. She never really talked to Taylor, also because she was recently transferred to this school. She didn't know much about wrestling because it wasn't in er interests. She didn't hav may interests in sports overall, she enjoyed watching and playing volleyball though, that was maybe the only sport she really liked to see and do, but al the other stuff wasn't for her. She looked back at the window and thought of something since Taylor was a bit late and didn't see what they earlier wrote down. "Do you need my notes? We wrote quite a lot down when you weren't here," she asked softly and looked her in the eyes. She looked bad ass to say the least, but it looked good on her, there were more people in their class that were wearing clothes that didn't suit them. She didn't complain though, if they felt good in it, why not? She knew she did't always look that great in her clothes, but she was too lazy in the mornings to search for clothes to put on. Normally she lays everything ready in the evening to dress up quickly, but she sometimes tend to forget about doing that..
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Jan 19, 2016 22:38:46 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 19, 2016 22:38:46 GMT
Evren
They listened to what he had to say and nodded calmly whilst drinking their glass empty once again. It wasn't like they were trying to get drunk or rather, tipsy, but they did like an occasional glass of something strong to wash away all off the information that they had in mind so it calmed down a bit. It was easy to call them an alcoholic for drinking scotch at broad daylight, but they didn't think of them as so since they never got too much of it. With a soft sigh they circled the glass in their hand to make the ice move in circles as well. "Is that also why you feel depressed? Or does that lie within deeper roots like.. Perhaps the absence of love and affection in your life. Or the fact that you're basically a prisoner wherever you go, apart from the fact that I got you away from those blokes for now. Why do you feel those ways? It's not like I haven't noticed little things already, so I wouldn't try to lie about it. Perhaps loneliness? Or insecurity, rather."
Taylor
She smiled for a moment when she was allowed to sit down next to her and nodded thankfully, calmly she sat down and took her books out, grabbing a pen to scribble a few things down that seemed important from what she heard from the teacher, little keywords that would remind her what to look up. She looked surprised at Luca when she got offered to copy her notes, it made her raise her eyebrows and blinks a few times, as if she was trying to actually comprehend what she was saying. "That'd be great.. I really don't get around doing that anymore and I really don't wanna get behind too much. It's really sweet of you, thank you," she whispered, to once again not disturb the teacher as she nodded and smiled half. It surprised her how kind Luca was, since she never really spoke to her and eventhough she looked kind and cute, it could always turn out different.
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Jan 19, 2016 23:02:26 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 19, 2016 23:02:26 GMT
Ash
He looked at Evren and didn't mind them drinking at all since it wsn't his business after all, and it was their house in the first place, if they wanted to, who was he to disturb them? The subject made a sharp turn and he also looked like that at Evren now. "I'm not depressed at all, feeling like a prisoner, yeah, could be. Absence of love and affection, I don't feel the need to have that and I'm not lonely, nor insecure. I don't know why you think those things around me, but neither of them is correct. And I certainly do not know how you came on those things when you looked at me and kept an eye on my behavior. Why do you want to know anyway? There are enough people on the school you can see through. Or did those guards do the trick why I was so interesting?" He asked them and tilted his head slightly again. They just had to bring it up, he didn't want to talk about it anyway, it was his story and he didn't want anyone nozing around in it without him telling something about it. He never felt loved in the first place, he didn't really know how it felt at all.
Luca
She took another paper and continued writing down the important things and looked back at her when she answered her question. "That's no problem at all, you're welcome," she said with the same sly smile as earlier and she just handed over her notes to her so she could write it all down and work in silence, keep up the lesson to know what it all meant. When she gave her notes she just went further with her new notes of what the teacher now said, so she could follow and if it didn't work out for Taylor she'd just give all her notes so she could copy it, tht would also be easier for her and she was glad to help. She was a demon, but she didn't mind being nice to people as they were nice to her, and Taylor seemed like a nice girl, so she didn't know why she should be mean to her. She had people she didn't like at all, and they knew they shouldn't screw with her, since she fought back, although she looked very cute and innocent, she wasn't always like that.
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Jan 19, 2016 23:31:55 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 19, 2016 23:31:55 GMT
Evren
It wasn't like them to be wrong so much, so it annoyed them slightly. However, it didn't show since it also made them question what went wrong, it got muffled by that spark of curiosity. Once again they stood up and walked around a bit whilst the glass filled itself up. "You're not depressed, yet you have this empty, sorrow look. You aren't insecure and don't need love nor affection. Yet, you're a person with feelings. You blocked the love off since you probably never knew it, but it doesn't mean you don't need it, you just don't realise. However, everybody is insecure about something. What's it with you? Your weakness? Anxiety for something?" They tilted their head and took a sip, sliding one of their hands in their pocket as they looked outside. "Those guards gave me information enough. You're a grenade, an explosive. I believe I know why now. What I don't know is what lies within you. And that's what I want to know. I like depth, I know you have quite some depth. But you don't trust me and you barely know me, so I realise that makes it even tougher for me to fiddle around." They shrugged, having their back turned to him as they observed the scenery outside, looking over the high buildings as they licked their lips. "Why are you so secretive, Ash? What's in it for you? Those guards? They seem like a pain alone, don't have anything to add to your life apart from you looking as fancy as me being in this house. It's worthless. Do you feel worthless, or are you so? I'm sounding quite negative about you.. So let's see what positive things there are. Are you creative? You're a good fighter for sure, you can put up a fight. You're intelligent from what I can tell now in your manner of speech, eventhough it's slightly roughed up with street ways. They took a sip and looked over their shoulder to him. "What sparks your interest? A good body? A good fight? Sex? Someone who is out of the ordinary? One that doesn't annoy you?"
Taylor
She smiled when she got the notes and nodded slightly, but before she started writing those notes over, she made sure to listen to the teacher first and write everything down. Now once that was finished, she began with Luca's notes. She worked fast in order to be done before they had their next class, but made sure to keep it neat. Once she was done, she handed the notebook back to Luca. "Thank you, that should really help me out when we get tested. You write it down so neatly too!" She chuckled for a moment and closed her own notebook, putting her stuff in her bag as she stood up and swung her bag over her shoulder. "You look cute today, you know? And you seem to be a lovely person so far, would you mind if I joined you in our next class? I'm not really popular with the people here and it'd be nice to have someone to sit beside me and nudge me awake every now and then."
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Jan 20, 2016 12:11:40 GMT
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Post by Sara Gather on Jan 20, 2016 12:11:40 GMT
Luca
She wrote all of what was being said on a separate paper and was happy with her work when it was done. When she heard Taylor she looked up at her and smiled at the compliment she gave her. She was a bit taken aback when she said she looked cute. Did she? Did she really? She wasn't so sure about that, but who was she to judge the words of someone who herself looked very good. She nodded eventually and smiled a bit. "Sure, no problem at all." She said and had packed her things quickly. She then looked at Taylor again and gave her a small smile again. "You also look good today." She then spoke softly, in an almost non existing voice, but it was hear able. She then began to walk out if the classroom to their next one. "Can I ask you why you often are a bit late?" She then asked, out of curiosity. "You don't have to tell if you don't want to though. " she quickly added.
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Jan 20, 2016 14:14:34 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 20, 2016 14:14:34 GMT
Taylor
She walked along with her after fixing her oversized sweater, since it sat kind of uncomfortable due to the strap of her backpack. "Oh, thank you!" She laughed kind of awkwardly, it wasn't common for her to get complimented on her looks by someone her age, normally it happened with wrestling, she looked good, she looked scary, she looked fierce or badass. But to hear something like that coming from Luca was a lovely thing. Besides that it had been so sweet how she had spoken it so softly, as if she was too shy to compliment her. When she asked something she turned her gaze to Luca and thought about it for a moment. "Well, please don't buzz this around.. But I'm a WWE Diva," she whispered quietly and looked at her, putting her trust in her since she wanted to stay at this school without everyone knowing about it. "Wrestling, you know? It runs in the family. But yeah, I just came from training and often when I'm days away it's because of competitions and such. But please keep it between us, it's crazy enough that I get followed around at events, I'd like to stay at a school for once and keep my head down, get me? That's why I came to this town, people seem to know me less here and that's why I go to school here too. Just your average teenager with just a bit more muscle." She laughed softly at the end and walked into the classroom.
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Jan 20, 2016 16:54:20 GMT
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Post by Sara Gather on Jan 20, 2016 16:54:20 GMT
Luca
She walked calmly to there other classroom and smiled when she thanked her for the compliment. She really did look good in those clothes, she wouldn't lie about such a thing anyway, she was too good for that. When she answered her questions she listened closely and was a bit shocked, but she didn't mind it at all, and she wouldn't tell anyone if she didn't want to. "I understand, I don't know how annoying it could be to be known in school like that, but it shouldn't be so fun." She said softly and nodded again. "I won't tell anyone, don't worry." She smiled again slightly and walked in the classroom after her. She went to her usual spot and waited calmly for Taylor to join her since the desk next to her was empty. She liked Taylor, she seemed nice and didn't really seem to care if she was famous or not. The weren't weren't many of those people in sports she thought.
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Jan 20, 2016 19:50:49 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 20, 2016 19:50:49 GMT
Taylor
She smiled and nodded when Luca spoke again, it meant quite a bit to her. She enjoyed wrestling a lot and she could deal with the fame that came with it, but it was also nice to be able to live as a normal teenager. She was only seventeen and she wanted to go to school and learn and be heartbroken or fall in love, overall a normal teenage life. The extraordinary of her life was just that she was away sometimes to wrestle either somewhere in the country or sometimes even in a different continent, her parents were fond of that she made a name. Especially now she was young, she'd be an uprising star. Which she was, but her parents seeked more. It wasn't that they were driven with fame, they gave her all the freedom for it. But them being in wrestling too really just made them competitive sometimes. Taylor, however, didn't mind. She loved her parents and was able to stand with her back straight when she didn't enjoy something or wanted to train less whatsoever. Calmly she sat down next to Luca and smiled at her once again. "Though, wanna tell me a bit about yourself? I don't recall us ever actually speaking to each other before and I'd like to get to know you."
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Jan 20, 2016 22:19:13 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 20, 2016 22:19:13 GMT
Ash
He looked at them, keeping them in in the eye since he wanted to be prepared for what might be coming. He stayed calm and looked at their body language, just to know what he was dealing with. "Thenwhy don't you tell me why people need love in their lives? I can't seem to find an explanation to that question at all." He said and looked at them. "The only weakness I know is my explosive character. I don't now anything about anxiety," he said and looked at Evren, since it was slightly annoying him why she would ask all these things. All they wantd to know didn't make sense to him. Why was it so interesting to know about all of his past events and what was happening with him or his feelings. They shouldn't have interest in that and should just leave, but that seemed like it wouldn't go that way. "What the hell are you trying to accomplish here? I'm not feeling worthless, I don't see mysef as worthless and I sure as hell didn't ask for those guards to follow me around. I didn't ask to have them with me and I didn't ask to have the personality I have. And I'm secretive because other people shouldn't poke around in my life, they have no reason for it and so they don't need to know anything about it. Just like you." When they began talking about some positive points he didn't know what to think anymore. What was she trying to do? Pissing him off or flattering him? "I told you earlier, I don't have interest in neither women as men so I'm not interested in sex or someone's body. A good fiht is fun once in a while when I'm sane, but it doesn't interest me. Nobody interests me enough to say that they interest me. I don't care about elderly, kids, humans and stuff. Killing a kid sure why not, abbandoning is a no go. I don't know what you are trying to do, but you're well on your way to get me annoyed." He shot at them and looked sharp at them. They shouldn't ask this shit out of the blue what were they expecting? Him being all nice and stuff to tell all what they wanted to know? He wasn't like that. People that he've known for years don't even know everything about him since he never talks about his past nor his feelings, he didn't see the use of talking about it when it didn't care in the least.
Luca
She looked out of the window when Taylor sat down next to her and closed her eyes for a second. She felt tense now that she spoke with someone and had a normal conversation. It felt weird for her. She wasn't always the shy and quiet type, she could be social if she wanted to, but she had no interest in whoever was in her class, and the most of the time she would be at her place she recently bought. She didn't want to travel back and forth between hell and earth, that would be so complicated eventually. When she heard Taylor ask something she looked up and thought about it. "I don't have much to tell, actually. I'm 17, and I play volleyball.." she answered and looked at her again. "If you want to know anything furter, you can just ask though, that not a problem to me at all."
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Jan 20, 2016 23:08:25 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 20, 2016 23:08:25 GMT
Evren
They tilted their head at his words, looking back at the scenery as they too a sip from their scotch. They thought about his words for a moment, licking their lips as they rubbed their bottom lip. They tried to find the proper words to say to him, not quite sure if it would piss him off or do any good. But that didn't really matter to them, if they were honest. They wanted to see who they were dealing with, either to create a comrade or he'd become an enemy. They didn't mind either, it'd be a funny thing both ways. "Right. On the flipside, back to how you look." They started as they finished the glass and licked their lips once more to get the taste of their lips. "There's no person who looks that way without a reason. Some have what I suppose people call a 'resting bitchface' nowadays, but no one looks depressed from the get go. Which means that there's a or more reasons to why you tend to look that way. Especially when you're lost in thoughts, now it's not that bad, but for example in class you were far gone and there wasn't a trace of happiness in that facial expression, nor is there now or even before. So, why is it that you do? Does your insanity get you in that state? Or is it something else? Is it.. Pain? Helplessness? Annoyance? Has the numb feeling settled deep in your bones?" They ran their hand through their hair as they tried to think of more options. "PTSD? Something traumatising that has happened, so to speak? Did Hell break you? You don't seem like the type to be weak minded, yet you have an explosive character so it can suggest that you do." They sighed and slid one of their hands in their pockets as they tilted their head a bit again. "What makes you so mad at the world, pretty boy?" Taylor
She nodded at her words and pulled her legs onto the chair so that her knees were to her chest, the teacher always came late into the classroom anyway so they had time to chat. "I'm seventeen too!" She chuckled softly and nodded. "Volleyball sounds lovely though, I've tried it a few times with PE and it's intense, man. People can get competitive and like crazy," she chuckled once again. "Uhm.. I don't really know many questions.. You seem fashionable and I think that's awesome. Do you like to go shopping?"
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Jan 21, 2016 11:26:47 GMT
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Post by Sara Gather on Jan 21, 2016 11:26:47 GMT
Ash
he looked back up at them when they seemed to be thinking about words to say to him, which made him laugh actually, but he wasn't prepared for that to backfire on him. There they go again about his expression and how he looked couldn't they just shut up about thing that they didn't need to know. was it that hard to understand that he had no interest in telling them what happened that made him like this. He let her talk although it was pissing him off that they began to ask so many things. He wanted to be respectful to them since he didn't want to break their place down to the foundation, but it got harder and harder to control his feelings when they hit the spot. He sighed and looked up at them. "I'm not in pain, I don't feel helpless, it's probably annoyance since everybody looks like they're trying to piss me off. I'm not traumatised to anything as far as I can remember and hell did not break me since I wouldn't be hear like I do now. I'm not weak minded. I just have a bad temper." he shot his eyes back up at her, his eyes bloodshot around his iris since his body didn't know what to do with his feelings. show them or convert them. It was always converting anyway, so it disappeared quickly and made place for anger. "Why is it even interesting? It's not like you win something by knowing is it? you're just bring annoying asking and thinking you know everyone and everything. " he shot out at them and frowned, looking slowly at the ground as en dash of guilt jumped in between and his voice had a slight tremble in it. What an annoyance.. "you don't need to know why I am like this. I am who I am now and I'll keep it like that." he spoke and stood up so he could walk his anger off a bit.
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Jan 21, 2016 11:42:08 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 21, 2016 11:42:08 GMT
Evren
Once again he was denying things they said, so they were wrong again, although they were certain sometbing must've been right. They looked at the glass and the remainder of the ice that had been melted after getting exposed to warmth so much. Perhaps that was what made him cold, the lack of warmth. They tilted their head slightly again whilst they tried to figure out how and what. He shot a few words to them which were supposed to hurt them, but instead he was the one who had guilt in his voice, which made them raise their eyebrow in slight surprise. However, it didn't do much to them apart from making them think more about his ways. "I realise I'm not always right, you're not the first one who I read wrong. I only have so much understanding about the human traits someone has. They heard him stand up, so they looked at the reflection in the window to see what he was going to do, but he seemed to just walk around. "You're saying all those things whilst you know I hit a spot. You're angry, why?" They spoke and shrugged slightly, walking to the kitchen as they placed the glass in the sink and looked back at him. "Why did I trigger your anger? What spot did I hit? It isn't like I'm allowed to know these things, I realise. I'm snooping around. But you have plenty of options to stop me, rather than using your voice. So why haven't you done that?"
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Jan 21, 2016 16:15:08 GMT
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Post by Sara Gather on Jan 21, 2016 16:15:08 GMT
Ash
he looked at them and a shiver ran down his spine when he felt his guards being awake and making their way up again. That was just great. He sighed and kept on walking around a bit, getting a closer look on their decoration and their belongings, just to advert his thoughts to something different. When they spoke again he glasses up at them but didn't say anything right now since he knew they were going to add something. "I'm not angry. I am confused." he said without thinking and looked outside through the Window he was standing in front of. "I don't want to break down your house since that would be a pity. that's why I use my voice. and those guys would find me easily if I use my abilities since they are awake again. I don't want them lingering around for now." he noticed the little scar on his hand and a bit of dried blood still on his hand. "you're thinking too much though. you could easily gain access to my mind but you keep asking questions. why?" he trends around to them and his eyes were bloodshot again. He didn't handle feelings well so he didn't Know what this was all about. If he was angry or guilty. why the guilt anyway? "like I said earlier. I don't need warmth and caring and love. getting attached to someone is also a thing I don't need. There are only 3 things people need to live. Water, food and oxygen. The other things are not essential, so why would I need them?" he was pissed at himself for reacting like that but he didn't know what he had to do anymore. Once again he shut out everything and looked in the distance, emptying his mind so the anger could return. "you're annoying." he muttered on a sharp tone and with a deep voice. insulting was no use since they didn't care about that.
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Jan 21, 2016 17:18:47 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 21, 2016 17:18:47 GMT
Evren
"It'd be easy to bring it back into its current appearance though. But I get your point, I appreciate that you take caution." They spoke, rolling the sleeves of their white long sleeve up, although it could only go halfway. It revealed a view tattoos but mostly their paper white skin. "They most likely can't find you, this house works as a field against angels and demons that I don't want to associate with, meaning that everybody who needs to stay outside, will stay outside." They rubbed their forehead for a moment as they sighed softly and looked at the window again to watch the scenery. "Why are you confused? And I realise those three things are all you need, but you're wrong. You see, that's what you physically need to stay alive. Nutrition, water and oxygen in order to keep your body energizer and healthy as can be. But since you still are a person with emotions, you need the emotions I keep mentioning too because it otherwise can indeed cause depression or anxiety, for example. "I'm just as annoying as you are."
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Jan 21, 2016 17:50:53 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 21, 2016 17:50:53 GMT
Ash
He looked back up at them when they said something again and sighed. "Well that a good thing then, but that's the only thing good in here. They'll find me eventually if I like it or not. They'll go to school and to my place and keep circulating between those two until they find me." he said and heard them again, fighting his words back. "I don't know why I'm confused and as long as my body is alive I'm alive. If I could I would shut those feelings out and there wouldn't be a problem with a bad temper since I'd be brain dead. That would be just great. Not feeling anything and don't caring about what happens around you. I'm not depressed!" He shouted the last part since they really got on his nerves again. He wasn't depressed. They should stop mentioning being depressed since he was not. He felt guilty, but he wasn't depressed. "Why would I want love if I can have hate far easier? Why would I do my best for that if the other takes less of my time? I don't care about all of your interests and how you want to see anothers doings. You asked me wy I hate the world, and the only thing I can say to that is people. Just people. Innocent, guilty, dead, alive, woman, man, cute, rough. They're all the same eventually, it pisses me off. It's all black and white, they're all the same. Some fancy God, some fancy the devil. Humans are stupid. They have brains, why are they so unbelievable stupid? 'Oh those two are going for a smoke, we'll just stay here before we miss our oh so holy class.' Stupid creatures, good for nothing." He clenched his hands into fists as he stared in the distance. What an idiocy.
Luca
She waited calmly for her to ask something and smiled slightly when she said something about volleyball being intense. "Well it's probably not as intense as wrestling, so I don't really know about that," she said on a soft voice so others wouldn't hear the conversation, because she promised to keep it secret. She looked at her clothes when she said that but she shrugged slightly. "I don't like shopping really, I'm not a person who really likes to be in stores at all anyway. It's too crowded for me if I go to places like that. If there aren't many people in shops and stores then I probably would enjoy it more than being stuck between other people," she said, a bit ashamed of herself. "The things I wear aren't very spectacular though. I see what matches in my closet and then wear them.. Do you like shopping then?" She asked her, since she didn't really know anything about Taylor either.
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