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Jan 26, 2016 20:25:39 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 26, 2016 20:25:39 GMT
Ash
It was a first that he felt the feelings of someone nearby, which made him look at them. They felt.. hurt.. And another feeling came up from himself, he felt bad for them for being the one who hurt them. He wanted to say something, but it was his sober thoughts versus the one that were influenced by the alcohol. His sober thoughts said to just let them be and that they were right with what they were aying, that they didn't have to do that and that it was their own fault, but the others felt really bad for them and wanted to say that it wasn't true. Hell, they should know in what kind of position they had put him right now. He felt the urge to move forward when they continued walking to the door to go inside, but he stood there, unable to move a muscle until their last words fell. He was debating very quickly on how he should fix this, but being bothered by two kinds of thoughts was very difficult to think straight. When the door got opened he gave in on his drunken state thoughts and moved forward. "Wait," he spoke as he made big movements to get to them faster. He pulled them by their arm into his and pushed his lips onto theirs. he was going to kill himself for this if all the alcohol was out of his system, but he felt really bad, it annoyed him so much at how he felt this bad for them. Maybe it was better to start and try to read people, since this wouldn't have happened then and it wouldn't look like a fucking typical romantic movie.
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Jan 26, 2016 20:44:34 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 26, 2016 20:44:34 GMT
Evren
They froze when he said they had to wait, yelping when they got pulled back and shocked when they felt his lips on theirs. They furrowed their eyebrows deeply as they slowly closed their eyes and wrapped an arm around his neck, slowly kissing him back. They kept it brief and short, knowing that this wasn't a thing for him to normally do and they didn't want to stretch it out too long, eventhough it lingered and they felt overwhelmed. They inhaled shakily as they slowly broke away and slowly opened their eyes as they looked up to him. They felt sort of speechless and bit their bottom lip for a moment. "What.. Why.." They mumbled, trying to figure out what to say.
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Jan 26, 2016 20:58:10 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 26, 2016 20:58:10 GMT
Ash
He felt their shock, but they didn't pull away like he did earlier, what made him very glad right now, otherwise it would be one fucked up situation. He let them determine how log they would keep it up, and he didn't mind that it was short, since knew they were shocked at the moment because of this. When they broke away he took a deep breath and cleared his throat for a moment. "I felt your hurt and alcohol and... I don't know. I'm.." He did't know what to say and his sober thoughts came to hit him again which pained him in his mind and heart, that he had fallen for someone once again, and he knew there would be bad things going on if he went with this. This was a hatefull situation. "I'm.. I'm sorry," he managed to say eventually. It was over a century ago that he used that word, or that he even apologised to someone since his sister had died. "I didn't mean to make you feel rejected, I'm the one who should apologize," He said and let them go as he rubbed over his face. He felt like a big idiot, and he hated himself more than ever for being so weak he fell for his emotions after such a long period.
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Jan 26, 2016 21:29:53 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 26, 2016 21:29:53 GMT
Evren
They had listened to him, their eyes widened with more shock as he spoke, eventually they shook their head and licked their lips as they grabbed his hand to keep him fairly close and keep him calmer. "It's fine," they spoke softly as they stepped slightly closer. "It's fine," they spoke again as they inhaled deeply and cleared their throat. "We both didn't realise how serious it was, did we?" They spoke softly, speaking about the feelings they clearly felt for each other because they now noticed themselves that they wanted to do it again, feel more. It had been so brief and short, so soft, that they wanted another kiss, another moment of that sensation. Though they doubted if it would happen, if Ash could get himself together to such a point that he would allow himself to feel that way. They inhaled once again, trying to calm their heart down. They grabbed his hand and pulled him inside with them, closing the door as they looked at him. "We can figure this out."
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Jan 26, 2016 21:42:37 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 26, 2016 21:42:37 GMT
Ash
He averted his eyes to the scenery for a moment since he couldn't face them right now after what he had said, out of pure hate for himself that he had let it come to this. When they had grabbed his hand to keep him close and tried to keep him calm he just let it be and tried his best not to pull away. It wasn't fine, he didn't think of this being fine at all. How did it come to this exactly? When did he begin to develop these feelings? He never thought this would happen if he stayed here. But it had to be hard on them too. It was a tough day for them. They met their sister today, almost met their parents again, and then this.. He shouldn't complain and shouldn't be so selfish right now. "Obviously," he murmured at what they said and looked back at them when he got pulled inside with them and the door got closed behind him. He looked back at Evren when they said something, but he didn't know how he should react on it. How? How would this work out? They were affraid of getting hurt again, and so was he. So how would this end up? "How?" He managed to ask them, since it was a question he really needed to be answered right now.
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Jan 26, 2016 22:04:53 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 26, 2016 22:04:53 GMT
Evren
They rubbed their face and walked around a bit, looking back at him when he spoke again as they inhaled deeply. "I'm not quite sure, there are multiple options, but the thing is that we have to figure out which option we are gonna pick," they whispered and sighed out softly. "We can make this work, whether we hurt each other or no. We can let this be and live our lives ignoring each other and scared of getting hurt or attached. We can go our separate ways and move away or whatever." They shrugged and looked up to him. "If we act smart, we go for the first option. Bigger chance of those guards moving away from you and bigger chance of you living your life normally."
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Jan 26, 2016 22:19:07 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 26, 2016 22:19:07 GMT
Ash
He looked at them s he bit on the inside of his cheek and waited for them to say something that would get them out of this mess. He thought about what they said and leaned against the wall for a moment, placing his hands in his neck as he tried to think straight again. "We can make this work.." He murmured and looked at the ceiling. "Ignoring won't do, and moving away, I don't think either of us wants that, since this is a very pleasant village to stay," he continued and scratched the back of his neck open out of dissatisfaction of his thinking. He didn't bother reacting to the pain and just went with it, his blood slowly staining his blouse, but he didn't care at the moment. He took a deep breath before releasing the air slowly and looking back at them. "We'll have to make it work," He corrected his first words and looked them in the eyes. The other options weren't any good, they should just take the gamble and see how it went.
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Jan 26, 2016 22:30:03 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 26, 2016 22:30:03 GMT
Evren
"It is indeed a nice town," they mumbled as they looked at him, the blood making their stomach turn as they looked away and inhaled deeply, walking to him as they laid their hand in his neck and made their hand glow up. "Then we'll make it work, one way or another.. It sounds like such a bad thing. Shouldn't these feelings make someone feel good?" They mumbled as they shook their head and looked at his neck, I was fully healed so they slowly undid his tie and buttoned down his blouse, looking him in the eye. "I don't enjoy seeing blood," they mumbled quieter than before. "I'll wash it out, okay? Do you have any problems with walking around with out a shirt for the moment because otherwise I can give you something. I have plenty of blouses, male ones, that you'll fit."
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Jan 26, 2016 22:55:14 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 26, 2016 22:55:14 GMT
Ash
He looked back at them when he saw them look away from his neck. He let them be and nodded slightly on what they said. "The kiss felt good, that counts too right?" He asked and looked back down at them. "Just say so, now you got my blood all over your hand idiot," he murmured and made this blood vanish off their and his hands, but clothes were hard enough to get bloodstains out, even with his abilities. He felt a sly feeling of discomfort when his tie and blouse were undid, but he shook his head calmly at what they said. "It doesn't bother me, but I'll go wash it out. It's my fault anyway," he said and took off his blouse. "And I don't want to stain any of yours either, so it's fine," he continued and shrugged slightly. He was pretty muscular underneath his usual wear, but he didn't really care on how he looked anymore. Normally he wouldn't accept this in any way, he would freak out, but he was pretty calm right now and since he had a goal to achieve, he was trying to set some changes to his life. It wasn't like he was insecure, he just didn't like the idea of being vulnerable as someone would notice his weak spots to take him down easily.
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Jan 26, 2016 23:18:20 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 26, 2016 23:18:20 GMT
Evren
They wanted to say something back to his insult, but then figured that it wasn't actually meant in a bad way. So they looked up to him and then at their hands, sighing out softly as they nodded slightly. "It did feel good, so it does count indeed.. It counts a lot," they whispered as they looked up to him, they wanted to say something back but he already spoke again and before they knew it, he stood without a blouse. It was hard not to take a look, they noticed. But they managed to keep looking at his eyes. "You're an idiot yourself," they mumbled. "Just throw it in the laundry, soap won't get the stain out," they spoke quietly as they looked away, licking their lips as they walked to the table with the scotch and filled their glass up, looking at him again, noticing the clear and defined lines of his toned upper body. They couldn't help but follow the lines from his collar bones, all the way down to the V-lines. "You're putting me to shame with such a defined body," they spoke softly and looked at the glass again, smirking half for a moment.
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Jan 26, 2016 23:37:52 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 26, 2016 23:37:52 GMT
Ash
He looked at them when they seemed to have trouble with keeping focus on his eyes. Well wsn't that great? "You're more bothered than I am," he chuckled and looked at his blouse. "If I throw it in the laundry the other clothes will also get stained. If you have salt and a bucket of water it can soak and it'll go out," he said to them. "I may be an idiot but I know how to take care of myself," he said as he looked at them again when they went to fill their glass. "Well it aint my fault that you have a slim build and that I happen to be muscular from myself," he said and shrugged. "It doesn't really matter right? Physical strength doesn't matter if you have abilities making it easier, unless you fight fist to fist." He said and turned around for a moment. His chest was smooth, not one small scar on it, his back on the other hand.. It was when his periods of torture began in hell when he had sunken too deep, the creatures of below had pulled him down, sinking their claws in his back as he tried to break free. He had it made that way so it could be explained if a human should notice it and ask about it, he'd just say he had an accident or more likely that they had to fuck off. He fixed his blouse a bit as he buttoned it up and laid the tie besides it. "It's quiet downstairs," he mentioned when he only heard the tv play, but he didn't hear giggling or talking from the girls.
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Jan 26, 2016 23:58:26 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 26, 2016 23:58:26 GMT
Evren
"I'm just a little jealous, 's all. I mean, physical strength has never been my best feature," they spoke as they chuckled for a moment and took a sip for their drink, looking up to him as they raised their eyebrows, their eyes widening in shock as well. Once again they followed the lines, this time on his back. His back seemed muscular too, yet it was so damaged.. It made them frown for a moment, but they shook their head and licked their lips, trying not to mention it. "It is.." They whispered as they slowly looked at the stairs, raising an eyebrow as they slowly walked to it, crouching down to look just past the ceiling of the first floor, enabling them to look at the ground floor where the girls were. The film was still going on.. They tried to look at the girls via the window, but were unable to. "The film is still going.. I think they're just really focused," they whispered as they stood up and walked back, taking a sip as they placed the glass away. "You indeed know how to take care of yourself, but I wasn't planning to throw it in with other clothes.. However, speaking about taking care of yourself.." They whispered as they slowly rested their hands on his shoulderblades. "It looks like it has been made very hard for you to take care of yourself.." They whispered as they removed their hands from his back, imagining that it could be very unpleasant for him. They walked back to their glass and shrugged slightly. "I get it more and more now.."
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Jan 27, 2016 0:14:59 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 27, 2016 0:14:59 GMT
Ash
He was thankfull that Evren didn't mention the scars on his back very obvious and just went on with their conversation. He listened to what they said and nodded. "You should be focused when you're watching a movie, it's not much of use if you don't since you miss half of it," he said and put the blouse and tie in a plastic bag which he then threw by the laundry. "I meant letting it lie on other clothes and stuff, since blood stains easily," he said and a shiver ran down his spine when their hands touched his back. He looked over his shoulder to face them and shrugged again slightly on what they said. "It took half a century to heal fully, but I'm kinda fine now anyway, so the taking care of myself is paying off, if you ignore the anger problems." He said and turned around again when they removed their hands. "What are you getting exactly?" He asked them as he leaned back against the wall to have full view on the room and them. he hadn't liked the touch on his back, but he almost never liked any sort of touch, the only touch that had felt good was the kiss from before and everything that happened whilst it.
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Jan 27, 2016 0:31:22 GMT
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Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Jan 27, 2016 0:31:22 GMT
Evren
They poured more into their glass as they ran a hand through their hair and sighed out softly, rubbing the back of their neck as they looked at him again. "Fifty years?" They whispered in slightly surprised voice as they blinked a few times. "That really must have been awful," they whispered as they took a few sips, fixing the collar of their flannel as they licked their lips and looked at him again. "You, I'm slowly getting to know you more. I'm slowly getting more why you're the way you are and why you react the way you do. You have had a pretty messed up life so far," they whispered as they furrowed their eyebrows together for a moment. "It's fucking sad, man."
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Jan 27, 2016 0:42:32 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Jan 27, 2016 0:42:32 GMT
Ash
He looked at them and nodded slightly. He could talk as much as he wanted if he just kept the alcohol in his blood, the moment it was gone, he'd shut down again. "the cuts themselfs went on for 5 years, once it healed a bit it got ripped open again, so it's only normal for it to take a long time to recover. It turned out pretty good though, so i cn't complain." He said as he traced a scar that ran over his lower back. He listened to them and let out a chuckle. "Same goes for you though, I get to know you more too," he said and looked outside for a moment. "Let's hope my life only get's better from now on, that would be a great thing," he said and stroke through his hair for a moment since it was all over the place and it annoyed him. "The past is in the past though, so you shouldn't think too much about it. It's what we try to accomplish right now that is truly important."
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