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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 29, 2017 22:33:41 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Lusi chuckled when she didn't deny that she ran from her responsibilities, making her hake her head slightly. "Ah, you really are something." She said and then listened to the story of why she was out of breath and why she had ran in the first place since it didn't seem like there was much to be running from in here unless some pervert got in and tried to snoop from Snow, but that didn't seem very likely to her. When she had told her story she couldn't help but chuckle and patted the younger's head. "Ahh, poor Snow. I'm sure it's not haunted and it was your shadow indeed. But seriously run all the way up here because of you got scared of yourself and tripped?" she said chuckling and looked around slightly, greeting someone when they passed by and then looked back at Snow when she questioned her about the conversation with their manager. "He's not going to come with us since he had something to do but he will drop us off early that morning, so we're allowed to go to the funeral just like I said. So the conversation went fine. He understood that Yongguk had to go to his family now and that we wanted to attend the funeral," she said calmly. She should send Yongguk a message later on to say what time they were coming. "Have you seen Jayu by the way? He's been gone for a while now and I should tell him too that we can just go. I haven't seen him after practice," she mumbled softly as she looked around to try and find him, but he was nowhere to be found, not here at least. He should be hanging around somewhere, she didn't think he had left the building. Jayu was meanwhile taking his time to get his stuff together and afterwards to find the other two members to see how the talk had gone with their manager. It didn't take him long before he spotted the two in the middle of the hallway, walking over to them calmly. "Ah, speak of the devil, I was already worried where you were," Lusi now said and smiled at seeing him. "And how was your date," She asked mischievously, making him snort and shake his head. "It wasn't a date, it was meeting up with a friend, aish I don't get you," he said with a soft chuckle and looked at Snow. "Why do you look like you just ran a marathon?" He then said with a small pout, tilting his head a bit to the side. "Ah, now that you're here, we can go to the funeral and our manager will be taking us early in the morning, so you better be up early that day," Lusi said before she would forget, making Jayu nod and look back at Snow with slight curiousity
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Post by pieceofmind on Aug 29, 2017 22:41:00 GMT
Song Haya (Snow)
She really had a hard time to catch her breath, now that she realized that she actually had been holding it in a lot of the time and the adrenaline from earlier just washed over her. She smirked innocently towards her, laughing softly and nodding when she repeated her excuse, realizing how absolutely stupid but so like her it sounded. "Ah, that's kind of him though. And I haven't actually," she spoke, once again being a huge liar since she just had been spying on him. Once she let her have a moment she bent over and placed her hands just above her knees, catching her breath fully and looking up in surprise when she heard Jayu, gasping with it but smirking innocently once more. She knew far too much, oh she knew far too much, this was so bad, he was gonna find out. Her poker face was horrible, this wasn't gonna work. "Haunted studio, shadow, ran," she explained in a few words whilst finally getting herself together again. "Aish.. But yeah, I got scared of my own shadow and ran like Hell," she recapped, rubbing her knee a bit since it was hurting from falling on it just now. "We'll be up early without doubt, it's for our leader, c'mon, unnie," She whined for the little faith Lusi seemed to have, though she joked about it. "So, how was your meeting with your friend then?" Snow asked, diverting her attention back to Jayu.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 29, 2017 23:07:07 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
He looked surprised at her and chuckled when she fully explained what she meant by the short words she had earlier spoken. "Poor Snowie," he patted her head softly and smiled. "It's actually a bad thing that people would be questioning it if someone other than you would say that though. But it just sounds so much like you," Lusi then said again with a innocent smile and looked at the two again. "Snow and being up early, I'd love to see that. You know what you guys have to do early today? Got to bed," She said tot the two as she pointed at them. Jayu didn't think that was a bad idea, considering he had almost fallen asleep in Key's arm earlier and if it wasn't for that thump in the hallway, he would've just fallen asleep right then and there. Then again Key could've just wake him up when it was time to go of course. When Snow asked him a question he looked back at her and smiled. "It went fine, I'm glad I got to see him again, it's been a while," he said calmly. He didn't know she had been listening to everything that they had said to each other, and her previous explanation she had given about being so tired out did seem like a thing Snow would do, so he didn't question her on that. He really did hope that Key had been right about someone just dropping something in that hallway and it had just been the echo that they had heard, he didn't want to think about people having listened to all of what he had said, that'd be tragic.
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Post by pieceofmind on Aug 29, 2017 23:27:22 GMT
Song Haya (Snow)
It had been a miracle that they had believed her, at least in her eyes. But it did help to get things going and just finish the rest of the day and the following day. She had gone to bed early that night, but wasn't able to sleep because she kept on thinking about Jayu and Key, and how she was such a bad person for spying on them. She also couldn't sleep because of the funeral that was the next day, this would be her first time ever going to a funeral and to say the least, she was nervous. She had her clothes laid ready and also a small backpack with things she'd need, since they also were staying a night there. Requested by Yongguk's parents. Once she had been able to fall asleep, her alarm seemed to wake her up far too soon again. But she had gone out of bed immediately, not wanting to be late and had thrown her sleepy body under the shower to wake up. After that she blowdried her hair, apologizing for taking so long because her hair was hell to get dry and somewhat in a normal position. Then she moved on to getting ready. She sat in her sweatpants and crop top to get her make-up done, not wanting to ruin her clothes for the funeral because she was quite sure she would. A layer of foundation and concealer, highlight and contour, her skin looked dewy and even, rather than oily and full with blemishes. Though her natural skin was getting better. She used browns and gold for her eyes, keeping it fairly natural and not making her eyeliner thick at all, but keeping it short and natural. Mascara, some lip tint to give some life back to her lips, setting spray and her face was done. Her hair she let hang loose, no use in doing something for that. She wanted to look neat, not like she worked in the office and it would feel that way if she threw it up in a neat bun. After that she had gotten break fast and then got dressed, wearing a black blouse and some neat black skinny jeans. She put a cardigan over top since it wasn't that warm outside and put on some neat boots with fairly small heels. There, outside ready for a funeral. Her insides, not so much. The drive to the funeral she had been fairly silent, listening to music and just wondering how Yongguk must be feeling, who wasn't feeling well at all. After his conversation with his siblings when he had arrived, he had felt sick and exhausted to his very core. But he kept on pushing himself, helping out with everything for the funeral and visiting his grandfather every time he had free time, which his family let him do with great understanding. On the day of the funeral he was wearing a full black three-piece suit, neat shoes and his hair was styled to be slicked back, but somewhat messily so it wasn't flat. He sat on his knees one last time next to his grand father, praying to the man whilst holding his hand and Tigger, no tears this time. After that he left the room again and put Tigger away, preparing the last things for the funeral. His grandfather would get cremated, so they had to drive up to the place. Once there, he just kept feeling more burdened, but he showed a strong face by keeping a poker face on. Everyone knew how devasted he was, how on edge he was, but now was not the time to show it. He had to be strong, for his family and for his grandfather. People already started arriving and he was welcoming every one by the door, with his brother who actually had the job of doing so, but he figured it couldn't hurt to help for a moment. Unfortunately he just felt too nauseated at one point and slipped outside, walking down the small stairs and sitting down on one of the last steps with his forehead resting against his hands that were folded loosely, his elbows placed on his thighs and a sigh escaping his lips. Not only was he feeling sick due the funeral, but also because he wasn't sure how he'd react when he saw the members, or his girlfriend if she turned up.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 30, 2017 9:43:30 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Jayu was quick to fall asleep that night after a day of feeling emotional and have woken up early because of what happened with Yongguk, so he really fancied some sleep before he was the walking corpse at the funeral. Lusi had had some more trouble sleeping because she was nervous for the funeral as well, and she was just dead worried for how Yongguk was doing so she was glad she was able to see him again when they would get there. While she had been awake she made sure her clothes were ready so she didn't have to search for them and everything else was ready too so they could leave like planned. When everything seemed to be right she went to bed, sleeping for about 4 hours, before an alarm woke her. She didn't feel like getting up, and if she heard how quick Snow had been up to run for the shower, there was no need in getting up for a while since she was sure Snow would take a while to get ready. When she heard no sounds coming from the bathroom anymore she also got up to take a shower and get ready for the day, which she wasn't. She wasn't ready at all for this day. No one liked going to funerals, at least normal people didn't. She didn't take long in the bathroom, she didn't want to do anything fancy with her hair so she just let it hang loose, making the light wave in her natural hair come through for once. She usually made sure her hair was up in some way, was it a ponytail or a bun, or a braid, as long as it was out of her way. But this time she just let it hang loose. She threw on some black jeans and a long black top. She refused to wear dresses, but she enjoyed long tops since you still could wear pants under it without people looking like you're a moron. She put a cardigan on top if it was necessary, she wasn't one to usually have cold but it wasn't a bad idea either and then went for breakfast. Jayu got out of bed reluctantly when his alarm went off, not wanting to have to deal with this day at all but he would feel bad if he didn't go to the funeral. He had taken a shower yesterday evening since he knew the girls probably would do so in the morning, and he wasn't up for waiting that long until the both of them were ready. He lifted himself in a black suit with a white shirt underneath, putting the vest on top of it and then went out of his room to go to the bathroom and do his hair since he didn't want it to look flat so he brushed it to the left using a bit of gel to get it how he wanted and then moved out of the bathroom again to have breakfast and then leave. He hadn't said a word during the drive towards where the funeral would be held, there was nothing to say after all, and Lusi felt the same. When they arrived Lusi was the first to get out and look around slightly until her eyes found Yongguk sitting at the bottom of the stairs. "Aish, that's a good start," she mumbled to herself and moved over to him. "Yah, you're going to ruin your suit if you sit at these stairs," she said softly and smiled lightly at him placing a hand on his shoulder. Jayu also got out of the car and calmly walked over to where Lusi and Yongguk were. It was devastating to see their leader like that..
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Post by pieceofmind on Aug 30, 2017 12:00:31 GMT
Bang Yongguk (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
He looked up when he heard Lusi, making him chuckle at her comment and nod, standing up and fixing his suit. "You're right," he nodded slightly and hugged her for a moment. "It's good to see you guys, thank you for coming," he spoke and then went on to hug Snow who almost tackled him with a tight hug. "Keep me whole, little one. We can't have two people injured," he joked, making her chuckle. "I am not injured, I promise. I just missed our leader," she spoke softly, so he patted the top of her head in response and went on to hug Jayu. "You're all looking neat and dapper, look at this dongsaeng," he patted Jayu's shoulder and smirked half, nodding as he looked at them all. "I'm really glad you guys could make it, my family appreciates it greatly too." He spoke, looking at his brother who waved and bowed to them with a smile before going back to welcoming other guests that had arrived. "You guys can wait with the other guests in the waiting room if you'd like, but feel free to just do whatever you like as well, I'll mostly be helping around a bit where it's needed." He scratched behind his ear for a moment and looked around. "It doesn't start for another half hour so I'll mostly be helping Yongnam with welcoming some guests if he asks me to do so.." He went on, since it all was pretty quiet now. Snow just looked and listened to their leader, he seemed out of place now, normally he was right on top of things but now he seemed a little clueless and she couldn't blame him. "Yah, just take your time and relax a bit with us, you're in need of your members," she punched his shoulder softly, making him look at her in surprise and smirk half. "I'm glad you guys are here, yeah."
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 31, 2017 10:11:52 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Lusi smiled slightly when he agreed to what she had said and hugged him back tightly for a moment. "We couldn't just stay at our dorm waiting for you return. And since you asked us it would be rude not to come," she said with that same small smile as she let him go so he could move over to the other members as well. She chuckled as Snow leaped towards Yongguk and shook her head slightly. "It's a miracle she didn't get hurt other than her knee from that evening." Lusi said with a chuckle and then looked at Snow with an innocent smile. Jayu looked up at Yongguk when he now moved over to him and hugged him back tightly. "I should look somewhat presentable at least," he then said as he looked at him. Lusi looked back at her other members when Yongguk spoke to them all. "Of course we made it, even if our manager had said we wouldn't be able to go I would've thrown these dongsaengs in my car and drove myself." She said, and she wasn't lying, she was serious when it came down to family business. She followed his gaze when he looked at his brother and smiled and bowed back slightly to him. It's been a while since she had seen his family, she only had hoped to see them back in more of a happy atmosphere rather than this.. Jayu had also bowed back and then looked at Snow that defied Yongguk's words and said that he should just relax, and that wasn't a bad idea at all. Lusi chuckled at what he said. "Of course you're glad. What would be a leader without other members, hmm?" She said and looked around. She wanted to keep it all a bit light since she didn't like funerals, she had been to too many already and she sure as hell wasn't going to get used to it and that also wasn't a thing she would like to do. "We should probably first greet your family though, since we arrived," she then said, as that seemed the most respectful right now.
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Post by pieceofmind on Aug 31, 2017 13:12:04 GMT
Bang Yongguk ~ Song Haya
He nodded slightly, scratching behind his ear and looking around for a moment to see if any one else was going to arrive, before looking back at his members and nodding slightly again. "Ahh.. They're in the waiting room right now, I'll take you guys," he spoke with a half smirk and rested his hand on Lusi's back to push her forward with him, Snow following behind them and looking around a bit. She greeted his brother once they were close with a smile and a bow, shaking his hand for a moment. "Yongguk-ah!" Suddenly got yelled from behind them, making Yongguk look back in surprise, Snow following his gaze to a girl who came walking towards them, dressed in a black dress and tights, she had some heels on and was wearing a coat overtop it all, but she looked very pretty and it slightly shocked Snow. Even her extra ass had kept it down today, but it wasn't like the girl didn't look fit for the situation. "Ahh.." Yongguk could only bring out in slight surprise, so his brother helped him out. "Let me get them to the rest," he spoke and hooked his arm with Lusi's, smirking and gesturing for Snow and Jayu to move along. Yongguk told them that he'd be with them soon and then walked back to see his girlfriend. He didn't quite know how to act, he wasn't mad at her but she had been mad at him, so with his hands in his pockets he stopped in front of her. "Jagiya, I'm glad you could come," he spoke with a small smirk. "Were those your members?" she asked him, so he nodded. "You seem close with them, especially the girl," she pointed out, so he chuckled and wrapped his arm around her. "Of course I'm close with them and she's my chingu who helps keep the dongsaengs in order, we have a lot in common," he answered, earning a half smile. "Hmm.. Yongguk-ah.. I don't think I should've come," she answered, making him shake his head and pull her with him. "Aigoo, I'm glad you came. I need your support," he whispered and kissed her temple. "They don't even know me," she argued with him, making him shrug slightly. "Then they will meet you today, at least something good that happens, don't you think?" She shook her head and distanced herself from him, stopping in her tracks so he stopped as well and looked at her with slight surprise. "What's wrong?" He asked when she frowned. "Yongguk.. I don't think it's of use to meet them or be here today," she spoke, making him frown instead and walk to her. "What do you mean?" He asked, becoming confused rather quick. "I think we should stop seeing each other.. I mean, this is the first time I've actually seen you in a while and it's just not the same," his girlfriend explained, anger welling up within him but mostly confusion showing on his face. "What do you mean, it's not the same? I'm sorry I don't greet you like I normally would but I'm not exactly feeling great. But I'm glad I'm seeing you. I need your love and support, jagiya," he reasoned with her but she disagreed. "You clearly don't, you only need your members and your music. There's no space for me there," she argued, becoming angry at him once again. "There always is space for you, you're talking non-sense, dummy," he spoke and smirked half, messing her hair up but she slapped his hand away. "Is there? We've barely spoken to each other the past few months!" She was actually starting to get angry right now and he just wasn't up for it. "I've been busy. I'm in a group, I have schedule after schedule. If you actually had caught up you would've seen that I was busy and yet still thought of you," he spoke with a bitter rasp to his voice. "Music, schedule, busy, busy. It's always the same! You never make time for me!" She argued. "Because I'm not even allowed to leave the dorm! They only let me leave now because my grandfather died! He died, jagiya! And you're making a scene at his funeral ceremony!" He started getting angry now, his fist clenched next to him. "I'll just leave then," she spoke and crossed her arms, making him stand up straight again with a bitter and cold look on his face. "You know what.. Do that. And don't bother getting into contact again. If you can't respect the passion I have for music or the care and love I give to my members because they're under my watch, that's your loss. It's something I could've seen through. But you being so disrespectful and rude when I need your support the most, at my grandfather's funeral? That I can't see through. Go home, I don't need you making a scene here," he spoke and shook his head, walking away to go back inside and leaving her standing in shock for a moment, before groaning frustrated and walking off too.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 31, 2017 15:02:35 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Lusi looked at Yongguk and smiled slightly, moving forward when he held a hand on her back to guide her inside. She and Jayu also looked behind them when someone called out Yongguk and Lusi was quite surprised by the girl that was standing there. She wasn't ugly, she wasn't ugly at all. She had never seen her before though, so she wondered who she was. But it was probably not the time to begin to ask question and she already got transferred from one twin to the other, not that she complained. She smiled at Yongnam now that she was walking next to him and held his arm with her free hand because it eyed better, and it would be annoying if she would just let one arm loose, that wouldn't be a great first impression towards all the family friends and such. Not that this made it better but whatever. Jayu had stood watching a slight bit longer before he also followed the others and came walking besides Snow, looking around a bit. When they arrived at where the others. The atmosphere sucked, it was a funeral, of course, but the silent chattering and mourning make him feel even worse than usual, but he could understand. He wouldn't be surprised if Yongguk's grandfather was loved by many people, it had been a great man. He took a deep breath and looked in front of him when they arrived at the waiting room. Lusi was quick to greet G's family members, letting go of Yongnam's arm, bowing slightly to his family members and giving Yongnam and Natasha eventually a hug. She was glad she could see them again, it's been a while, she had only wished for it to be in better circumstances. She also had hoped to see the old man again before he died, but guess that was a bit late now. Jayu also greeted the family members politely, feeling somewhat uncomfortable with the eeriness of this place, but well, nothing there was to be done about that.. Lusi was still wondering who that girl had been, they were only joking about Yongguk having a girlfriend the day before, she hadn't thought he really had one. Unless it wasn't a girlfriend and just a normal friend from his trainee years. She shrugged it off, it wasn't a thing she should be worrying about now at least, not at this moment.
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Post by pieceofmind on Aug 31, 2017 15:26:40 GMT
Bang Yongguk (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
She had walked with them, feeling uneasy once they entered the room. So this was what it was like waiting for a ceremony to begin at a funeral.. It was eerie and it made the smile fade from her face. This was an atmosphere she'd rather not get used to, but she also could understand that no one wanted to feel this way. She bowed to everyone and greeted his family, shaking their hands and hugging his parents and siblings. This really wasn't a fun event to see them again, especially because his parents too were so kind to them and it helped to not miss her own parents even more, they sort of started to become her second pair of parents. Meanwhile Yongguk had moved to the restroom, trying to calm down for a moment and wash his face. What bullshit.. It couldn't go off his mind, he stayed angry. He huffed slightly and walked out of the restroom, moving to the waiting room and bowing again to everyone he saw, thanking the ones who came up to him for their support and making his way to his brother who immediately stopped him in his tracks and just looked at him. "Better that way," he then mumbled, since it didn't take much to read the pokerface his slightly younger brother held. "Hm," Yongguk mumbled back and looked away, seeing his sister stare questionably. "Just when you thought things couldn't get worse," she mumbled quietly to herself and turned to her parents, sitting down with them again. "Let's not focus on that, we're here for our grandfather," Yongguk spoke softly to his brother and patted his shoulder, looking up when the ceremony master told them that the family could go in first to be able to say their goodbyes and after that the rest could come in. He walked forward, telling his members he'd see them soon, thanking again that they came and then moved with his family to the room. Once there, the coffin was closed and flowers were set around it. He got a new, bigger lump in his throat and only barely was able to hold on to the plushie that his mother had given him, stored in her purse was a Tigger plushie, a new one, that Yongguk had gotten for the occassion. He walked to the coffin last, bowing to it at a full 90 degrees and then looking at the plushie in his hands. He sighed out quietly and placed it on top of the coffin, in the middle of all the flowers and bouquets. Then he went to sat down with his family on the first row of benches that stood in a half circle in front of the coffin. He sat in the middle, his sister to his far right, next to her and himself sat his brother, on his left sat his mother and next to her his father and grandmother. The rest of the guests now were allowed to walk in, and this was the moment that everything started hitting him in the face. They bowed to the coffin twice, paid their respects, then bowed to them, whilst Yongguk could only stare at the coffin with a blank expression. He would not cry, he would stay strong. He was not supposed to cry. It made him clench his brother's hand, who also struggled, but managed better than Yongguk because he simply hadn't been as close to the man as he was. Snow moved behind Jayu and Lusi, feeling uncomfortable with the whole situation and not knowing what to do, but she bowed twice once she saw others do so and then bowed to his family, looking at Yongguk who just wouldn't make eyecontact with anyone and it broke her heart. But they had to move on, sit down and wait for it to start. They had been able to sit right behind the family, which made her grateful because she didn't want to sit far from their leader who needed them.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 31, 2017 16:26:08 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Lusi was quick to notice how uneasy the two youngsters felt, making her look at them with slight concern. Snow probably hadn't been to a funeral ceremony, which she understood since she was from America after all, and it seemed new to Jayu too. Then again she didn't know much about his family situation and if he ever had been to a funeral, but that wasn't a question she was going to ask either. She looked up when Yongguk returned, not seeing the girl anywhere making her frown. She had been dresses to come to the funeral right? What happened? Yongguk didn't seem too pleased, even she could read that off of him. She'd ask him later, when all the hurt was somewhat over and he could function normally again. she didn't want to pressure him into telling things that didn't matter anyway, it was useless. His brother and sister seemed to know though, so had it been a girlfriend after all? She shook it off once the ceremony master said that they would began and the family could go inside first. She grabbed Yongguk's hand for a short moment to give him a soft squeeze when he said he'd see them soon, trying to encourage him a bit before letting him go. Once they were able to go inside she bowed two times to the coffin and another time to the family, Jayu following behind, doing the same thing. Lusi looked over at Snow since she had noticed that she hadn't been quite sure what she should do, but she had picked it up from the others, so that made her happy. Lusi let Jayu sit first so she came to sit in the middle, so that if it was needed she'd be there for her other two members as well, she knew she could deal with this, she's been through it before, with her parents, and if she could deal with her parents' death, she could do so with this too. She grabbed Snow's hand softly as she looked at her and gave a small smile. Everything would be okay, with Yongguk, with the rest of the day full of mourning, it might take a while, but it would be eventually, she was certain.
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Post by pieceofmind on Aug 31, 2017 16:51:29 GMT
Bang Yongguk (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
She looked at Lusi when she got a small smile from her and a squeeze in her hand, making her do the same in return and look back at the coffin. It was weird to think that in there laid Yongguk's grandfather, not breathing anymore. Just a corpse, a shell of what was so full of life and kindness. It made her sad, in a way, though she hadn't known the man all that well. But the moments she had seen them, he had been so kind and funny that it just hurt her own heart as well. And she just felt sorry for Yongguk and his family. A loss was never an easy thing to have to go through. Yongguk just kept on staring at the coffin and the Tigger plushie on top of it, not knowing what exactly he was supposed to feel or do. He felt so split up about it. He was so very angry, at the world, at his now ex-girlfriend, at everything. But he also felt so sad and hurt, it was breaking him in two. The ceremony started and eventually the family was allowed to go up and speak, they let Yongguk first with his siblings backing him up. He walked to the microphone and looked at the coffin once more, scratching behind his ear. "I didn't prepare anything," he started, earning a few heartfelt chuckles here and there, causing him to smirk slightly. "But I don't think he would've liked it if I had prepared something. Grandfather was always a person to speak from the heart and most of the time those things don't come from sitting down and writing something down, but from being put on the spot. I was really put on the spot when I heard the news, I was with my members in the dorm when my mother and sister called me. I think it's fair to say that it seemed like time stopped from that moment," he then began, his voice somewhat soft yet pressured. "I still don't have a strong perception of time, it feels like I'm floating through the moment ever since he left us. My grandfather was my rock, he was the man who tauht me everything I know today. As many of you might know, I was mute until I was around five years old and he never got annoyed for it. He always encouraged me to take my time. But because I didn't speak, I didn't have many friends and me and my brother and sister wouldn't get along well. So he bought me a plushie, Tigger," he looked at the plushie and smirked half, looking away for a moment and scratching behind his ear again. "If I ever got lonely, that plushie would always be there for me, it became my best friend and to this day I still take it every where. It was like carrying my grandfather with me, he would always watch over the things I do and help me fix my mistakes." He cleared his throat, the lump suddenly becoming too big for him to be able to speak without tearing up. "Ah.. He supported me in everything I wanted to do, but the thing he supported most was my passion for music. He was the one to encourage me and would listen to very old and very bad raps when I first began. He convinced my parents that I could go become an idol, if I finished high school. I did, because of him I became the best in my area," he laughed quietly for a moment and nodded slightly. "He never stopped supporting me either, when his illness had just started affecting him, he had come to our first MV set, spending the entire day with us, just because he wanted to cheer me and my members on. It was then that I think people realized what this man meant to me. There are many words of wisdom I could tell you today, that he told me before, but none would go to show how witty he was. He had the kindest of hearts and he always took care of our grandmother, even in his sickness. I aspire to be like him, because he is what a real man is. Kind, strong, smart and wise. Grandfather wasn't afraid to show his emotions and he would let you know when you did something wrong, but he always stayed respectful and that is something that really surprised me. There have been times where I would want to punch someone for how rude they were being, but he stayed calm and shot them down with kindness," a small smirk appeared on his lips again, looking at the people that were there for a moment before looking back. "The last few days I have sat by his side more times than I have over the past six months or the last year. And I am sorry for that, but at the same time I know he wouldn't be mad. I was busy doing what makes me the happiest and he always encouraged that. After I go back to the form, I hope I can continue to make music and have him be proud of it," he spoke, clearing his throat since his voice was getting hoarse, but still there hadn't fallen any tears to his relief and surprise. "He will always be the man I look up to and I hope that I will make him proud. I hope he watches over me and everyone dear to him and me. And hopefully when the time is there, I will go back to his arms and be able to tell him all the things I have gone through in my life. Grandfather, I hope you know we all love you dearly and thank you for all the great life lessons, thank you for your time. Rest easy," he finally finished his speech, sitting back down again and having his father go up to speak with his grandmother by his side, which gave Yongguk the time to try and calm down, though a single tear escaped. He was quick to catch it and wipe it away, clearing his throat again and comfort his mother slightly. Meanwhile Snow really wasn't able to hold back her tears, so she cried silently during the speeches and smirked half at the same time. She felt sad that the man was gone, but she was happy that he had so many people who loved him this much and she was glad to hear their stories about him.
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Post by Sara Gather on Aug 31, 2017 21:03:55 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Lusi also looked at the coffin and calmly waited for everyone to have paid their respects and be inside the room so the full ceremony would start and the family could say what they wanted to say. She held onto Snow's hand softly when she saw she was having it difficult with the speech Yongguk was giving, and he had to say that she also was having a hard time keeping a straight face at everything that he told about the man. He really had been a great erson, and it was so painful to lose someone who means a lot to you and has meant a lot of good too many other people. She had only seen him a few times, but he had always showed kindness towards her and the other members, and she was so grateful for accompanying Yongguk that time when they were shooting for their first MV. It sure had meant a lot to their leader and to the other members too since they all had regained a bit of their will to continue with what they had started, only saying good and encouraging things. She smiled slightly as she remembered their first MV filming and found her other free hand to clutch onto Jayu's hand when she noticed he also had a hard time. He still had pulled a straight face, but tears were slowly making a way down his cheeks, but his expression still looked like it always was. Everything was getting a bit too much for him at this point. The loss of Yongguk's grandfather, the hate comments, all the things that were being used against him to get him out of the group, his sexuality that was a great risk if it came to light. He couldn't keep it in, but he refused to sob or cry wholeheartedly, he didn't want people to see him as a weakling, though he was everything but strong at some points. He put himself up as strong when he was on stage, when he was in front of the camera and tried to be extrovert, but he really was an introvert even though he could talk long if there were camera's involved. He obliged himself to be more talkative, he didn't want to disappoint, but he was failing miserably in everything he was doing right now. Lusi squeezed both the youngsters hands for a moment and sighed softly to let out the breath she didn't know she was holding. it sure was hard to keep strong in situations like these, but she wanted to be there for all her members, and therefor she had to be strong.
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Post by pieceofmind on Aug 31, 2017 21:38:33 GMT
Bang Yongguk (G) ~ Song Haya (Snow)
After the speeches, it all seemed to go so quick. Snow had held Lusi's hand tightly and squeezed it every now and then, trying to find comfort but also trying to comfort her in return. This just had been a very tough and dark day and she really hoped things would be brighter again from now on. Seeing Jayu cry broke her heart, seeing Lusi try not to cry broke it even more and finally seeing their leader completely devasted and yet with a pokerface, broke every last bit of her heart. But the ceremony now was over and the guests were asked to go to the main area where they would have food and drinks, and suddenly things seemed lighter because it just wasn't touched upon anymore. Death wasn't a topic, his grandfather wasn't. It all was about other things and she didn't know whether she liked that or hated it. As if everything about his grandfather had been left behind in that room and wouldn't be spoken about anymore. It took a while for Yongguk to return, his family had been there at the cremation that immediately happened after the ceremony and that really had broken Yongguk up. He looked pale, yet his facial expression remained strong. He entered the waiting room and greeted everyone once again, becoming tired of it and just wanting to go home, crawl into his bed and never come out. But that wasn't an option. He fixed his hair and loosened his tie and unbuttoned the first two buttons of his blouse, walking up to his members and smirking half, patting Snow's and Jayu's shoulder softly, wrapping his arm around Jayu since Snow was clinging to Lusi and still trying to get her face straight. She could cry silently, but after crying she was left with puffy eyes and a pout she couldn't get rid of. "C'mon, let's go and get some fresh air. I wanna talk to you guys personally and catch up on things," he spoke softly and patted Jayu's chest softly with his free hand, taking him with him under his arm.
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Post by Sara Gather on Sept 1, 2017 0:04:20 GMT
Jayu Guwon (Jay) ~ Lusi Saeloon (Lucy)
Lusi had managed to keep her face straight, not letting a single tear escape her eyes. She didn't want to. There was always enough time to cry somewhere else and at another time, but not right here when she was needed. And she knew it was needed that someone stayed strong between the two youngsters since she didn't want them to become one big sobbing and crying mess. When the ceremony was over she was actually very happy to be able to leave this room and get her mind straight before she would break herself in front of a lot of people she didn't know, but she managed, she kept it in and tears were long forgotten when they had finally be able to leave that room. Jayu pulled himself back together, wiping his tears off of his cheeks, trying to look okay again but it was a lot harder than expected. Sure you can cry without making a sound all you want, but that doesn't mean your eyes can't behave like a bitch because you let tears fall. Luckily for him the puffiness disappeared soon after he had completely calmed down, whereas Snow didn't have that luck if he saw her like that. He looked up when their leader had come back to them and patted his shoulder, leaning into the arm that was wrapped around him just a bit out of habit. Lusi looked at Snow when she tried to get her face to look good again, making her chuckle softly and try to help, though she couldn't do much. When G had come back she smiled slightly at him. He still looked like a wreck, and she couldn't blame him for it. When he said to get som fresh air she nodded and looked back at Snow. "It will help with your puffy eyes too," She mumbled and wrapped her arm around Snow, following the guys outside. Jayu had also nodded and just followed underneath Yongguk's arm, which he found very pleasing since it gave a certain amount of comfort to him. He still didn't feel great, but crying had helped him to get a bit of his frustration out of his system. He probably should tell his members soon what he had told Key, they deserved to know too and he couldn't hide everything forever after all, the question was, when would it be a good time to do so.. Well at least some fresh air would clean up his mind, that'd be something already rather than having everything stuck in his head. Lusi had noticed Jayu still wasn't top notch and was most likely hiding something, but she was far too tired and emotional to keep a good eye on him, maybe she was just sreing thins that weren't there after all so..
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