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Feb 21, 2016 12:34:21 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 21, 2016 12:34:21 GMT
Luca ~ Ash
She had smiled at Evren earlier and had then went to go to te frontdoor to let Taylor in so she could go nap too. Ash had noticed nothing and had just slept quietly, had himself turned on his back when Evren had left him in bed, so he claimed more of the bed space a bit to find all the cold spots in bed for himself. When they came back into bed he didn't ndo anything the first moments, only when they laid next to him without movement he turned a bit and wrapped his free arm around their body as he hid his face in their neck and sleeping soundly. It was comfy, and he was asleep, so why wouldn't he do it? Luca had kissed her back and had giggled softly. "Aw, poor thing," she whispered and looked her in the eye. "I slept for about 3 hours, so I didn't have much sleep," she continued and nodded at her pouting, touched the pouting lip softly with her finger and then led her to the guest room by grabbing her hand softly. She had taken care of the clothes that Ash had been throwing around since it had been his room since, but now that he slept upstairs a bit more, she could use the guest room. She let go of Taylor and threw herself onto the bed and smiled at her girlfriend.
Tobias
He tilted his head a bit at hr words and frowned. "I'm pretty sure I'm talking to you though, I might be mistaken, sorry for that then, I think my intelligence can't top your ego," He had said to call it a halt on that. He had liked how the girl had reacted to locking eyes with him, it's not like he had done anything bad by doing so, she was the one who started in the first place. And it had made her shut up what was just great, but then the other girl started talking. He had just wanted to snap back on that but Evelyn already talked, so he let that be and listened to the two of them. He raised an eyebrow when the girl began snapping words at Evelyn and looked at her like that. How did it turn out that she was getting defensive for no good reason? What was this all about really? Why were they even so mean against Evelyn? Sure she didn't look like a very social and fun person to be around, but that was no good reason to say those things to her in class, where everybody could hear, and make yourself look stupid for the new guy. He looked up at Evelyn when she began to pack her things and moved away, heard the mumble as he now looked more emotionless to the girl that had been saying those things. What could he do without hurting her, since that would be a big mistake on his part and he didn't want things to turn out worse. Eventhough he didn't like Evelyn, he felt bad that it had to end like this. But well, he had an idea. He looked over at her backpack and filled it with drugs, all kinds of drus in small packages, big packages and one half a kilo package so it became noticable. "So, what're you up to with all the drugs you're carrying? I don't think you're going to use all that for yourself right?" He spoke loud enough so the teacher would hear and come over, questioning him. Tobias shrugged and pointed to Becca's backpack that had been stuffed now and the teacher was shocked. He had ordered her to come with him to the principal and let the police come to arrest her, since this wasn't something the school tolerated, and then the class was silent, though some murmurs went around about Becca for having the drugs. It was nice of him, but she had been mean in another way to someone who didn't deserve that, so he didn't care. He stood up and watched how the teacher and Becca moved away, and saw Evelyn still in sight too, he hoped that she would catch up in the moment actually and that she would understand what just happened, so she could feel atleast the slightest of victory since it pained him that she felt so angry and couldn't do anything about it.
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Feb 21, 2016 14:24:59 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 21, 2016 14:24:59 GMT
Taylor
She followed her to the guestroom, feeling a bit too sleepy to respond to her words as she chuckled when Luca jumped on the bed and smiled at her. She followed quickly after, landing next to her on the bed on her stomach as she sighed out softly and relaxed, smirking whilst her face was half buried. She looked at her and chuckled softly, kicking off her shoes so they fell off the bed as she took off her hoodie and threw it there too, she'd clean it up later, she rolled closer to Luca and wrapped her arms around her and tangled her legs with hers as she pulled her as close as she could manage and kissed her face all over. "I love you," she whispered and chuckled softly.
Evelyn
She looked around sharply when she heard rumors from her class, they were loud and in shock, which made her frown. She had clenched her hands to fists again, yet they loosened when she saw Becca and the teacher bursting out of the classroom. She seemed infuriated, their teacher looking disgusted and angry as Becca carried her backpack against her chest. She followed the two with her eyes and raised an eyebrow, looking at the floor when something fell out of it. She picked it up, looking at the little plastic bag as she gasped and let out a silent chuckle, shaking her head. The teacher looked around, raising an eyebrow as Evelyn looked up to him. "She let something fall," she spoke calmly, making the teacher grab the little bag and sigh, as he continued walking again. She looked back at the classroom, wondering in awe how this must've happened. "What the fuck.." She whispered to herself, rubbing her face for a moment as she smirked slightly for a moment and shook her head once again. She was completely gobsmacked, but impressed and utterly glad that this had happened. "Bloody amazing," she whispered to herself again as she sighed out softly and continued walking, yet the teacher yelled at her to go back. She was calmer now, but she still didn't feel completely okay. The comments had hurt her, but she was calm again so she didn't see a point in leaving and getting into trouble anymore. She sighed, turning around on her feet as she walked back, rubbing her temple for a moment as she closed the classroom door behind her and looked at the students, chewing on the inside of her cheek as she slowly walked back to her seat and silently sat down next to the new student again, clearing her throat. "What the hell just happened in here?" She asked very quietly, looking at Tobias. It wasn't as if she liked him now, but out of all students, he certainly was the first she'd speak to.
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Feb 21, 2016 19:34:04 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 21, 2016 19:34:04 GMT
Tobias
He had walked back to his seat when he didn't see the teacher and Becca anymore and sighed softly as he went to sit more comfortably and looked at the girl infront of himright now that seemed shocked too, but silent, so that was a good thing. He had done a great job he thought of himself. And it had made Evelyn feel better, so it was fine right now. He looked around as the people stayed whispering andtalking to eachother about what just happened and how they didn't have thought that Becca would be a drug addict or dealer, and she wasn't, but he had made it look like she was. He looked up when Evelyn came back into the classroom and made her way back to her seat next to him looked better at her face as she sat down and asked something. "She has been caught having a few kilo's of drugs in her backpack. Karma I guess," he answered calmly as he put his hands in his pocket and looked at Jacky in front of him again. It was cute how she didn't speak right now. "But well the police is going to handle it with the principal I guess,so.." He ended his words and sighed softly again before closing his eyes and laying his head on the table. It had been a great start of his first day on school. He still didn't have a liking on Evelyn though, but he wouldn't be mean to her aslong as she wasn't mean to him, 'cause he wouldn't find it hard to hit her on a spot now that he knew all of this and she knew nothing about him. He didn't think he would ever like her to a point that he thought it'd be cool to hang out, he had no problem with her smoking pot, but he disliked it himself, he had never even once touched a norma cigarette..
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Feb 21, 2016 19:59:11 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 21, 2016 19:59:11 GMT
Evelyn
She slowly had nodded to his words, processing it all for a moment as she raised an eyebrow. How would she ever had got all that in her backpack? Besides that, she knew that everyone now would get controlled for drugs. They probably wouldn't be able to leave the school without getting their backpacks and other stuff checked for either drugs or alcohol. She slumped lower into her seat and sighed out softly, going back to her lazy state of texting and not talking to anyone, since she didn't saw the need to anymore. The bell finally rung after sitting for what seemed days, yet only was a few hours. She stood up, packed her things and grabbed her jacket as she put it on and swung her backpack over her shoulder. She grabbed her earbuds and put them in after connecting it to her phone and calmly walking out of the classroom, dodging someone who tried to push her into a table and looking at him with a killer glare. She sighed, walking in the hallways. It was best if she just left immediately, it saved her from getting in trouble. "Maybe I should just drop out," she mumbled to herself, thinking about it once again yet she knew that she couldn't do that. Not with how her situation was now. So she sighed softly and walked out of the school, indeed getting stopped by a cop first who controlled her bag and jacket and any other pockets she had. She was free to go so she continued walking again and let out a low chuckle. "As if I'd take anything with me to school," she mumbled to herself.
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Feb 21, 2016 20:08:58 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 21, 2016 20:08:58 GMT
Tobias
He hadn't said a word anymore and had just been following the lessons a bit, writing some things down and eventually had fallen in a doze because he was bored. Maybe he should quit with school already, school took too long. He stood up when the last bell rang and he grabbed his backpack, walking away calmly. He ignored the people that tried to start a conversation, or he rather just said he'd talk another time since he now just wanted to go home and forget this tragedy of a first school day. He had made a list in his head with people he might like in class, which were the silent types and the ones that were calm and weren't too bitchy, though there weren't many of those, and making friends wasn't something he was planning on since it would be too hard on him. He sighed at the thought and walked outside, letting a cop look at his bag as he nodded when he got through, saw how a few people got pulled aside because of having drugs and he lifted an eyebrow. So, what school was he going to again? Maybe he should just switch schools anyway, since the amount of people getting pulled aside were massive, and he didn't really like that. He hadn't spoken to Evelyn anymore and he wasn't planning to do that soon either, it had been fun for a little while with Jacky and Becca, but it wasn't interesting anymore right now.
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Feb 21, 2016 20:37:03 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 21, 2016 20:37:03 GMT
Evelyn
She sighed softly and stood by the bus stop closest to school, which literally was across the street from the gates of the building, so that worked out for her well. She had lit up a cigarette since she knew that she'd have to wait for another fifteen minutes because the bus went every half an hour on Sundays. It was a quarter past noon, so it made sense to her. She sat down on the fence of the bus stop and held her phone in her hand, typing away whilst letting the smoke escape through her nose. The demons that she knew, that were her so called friends had asked her to come again to the lounge they were at. She agreed to come, since she knew she didn't have much of a choice and in all honesty, home wasn't where she wanted to be at the moment. So, she said she'd go there and that it'd take around an hour, as it wasn't near to her school and she had to go with the bus. She felt slightly nervous, biting the inside of her cheek as her leg jiggled to the sound of the music playing through her earbuds on the highest volume. She knew of the existence of angels and demons, it had been very clear to her from the moment she had noticed that a demon was stalking her and she came to see things and came to feel things a human should never have to feel. It had happened at quite a young age and at first she was terrified for her life, but nowadays she mostly wasn't phased by it. She didn't care if they could kill her in a heartbeat, nor did she care if they tried to torture her since all that was good in her life had been taken away from her already. Her parents had been murdered, her big brother had moved away because he didn't want to live with his 'insane' sister anymore and even her pets had been either taken away or killed in the process of growing up. So she had learnt to let people stay on a far and great distance. No one should get close to her, as she felt like she was too messed up of a person for it. And with these demons by her side, she didn't even want anyone close. She was a string puppet to them and they played her and shaped her the way they wanted to, yet they also were kinder to her than anyone else had been over the past few years. Except for Tobias today, he had basically stuck up for her, mostly because he got involved into it too. She squinted her eyes slightly at the thought of him, she knew that Becca didn't do drugs, nor deal them. So how did those drugs get into her bag? He spoke so nonchalantly when she had asked about it, as if he saw it coming. So she was certain that it had been his work, yet he didn't seem like the type to pop pills and smoke weed. She bit the inside of her cheek rougher, furrowing her brows slightly whilst the smoke escaped through her nose again. Was he one of them? A demon? Why would he have basically helped her then? The demons she knew were mean, manipulative and sadistic. Not kind, in a very weird way. Could he be an angel then? That didn't fit him, he wasn't all happy and lovey-dovey as the demons she knew had described angels. Peacemakers, disgusting appearances with how perfect and beautiful they walked looked with an aura around them that screamed "I'm pure and well and you're nothing but hell." He didn't give that vibe off at all. So the possibility for him to be human was there, yet she didn't feel like he was. He felt stranger than that.
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Feb 21, 2016 22:06:43 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 21, 2016 22:06:43 GMT
Tobias
He had heared a few thoughts from people and had looked around slightly ashe too waited at the busstop since he was too lazy to walk and he didn't have a car, or a bike, or whatever. He hadn't looked at Evelyn when she too stood at te busstop, just because it wasn't interesting for him right now, though he listened to her thoughts because he had to do something and he wanted to know what was playing in her mind right now. He was pretty surprised that she knew about angels and demons, though when he looked more into her memories he saw how that came, and it was rather sad. She led a very sad life as he noticed everything and sighed softly in himself, until the part came that she would go to some demons that were her so called friends, and that wasn't really what he had expected from her, on the other hand it made sense why she lived in such a bad environment and those thoughts. He stayed out of her thoughts and had just waited calmly on the bus, until he heard her think about what he was and he raised an eyebrow as he had looked away from her again to see if the bus was coming already. Well she wasn't that far from the truth really, he was more human like right now anyway. He had his demon features and his angel features, though that was because of living with his parents and his fucked up family. He shook his head at the thoughts and noticed other people coming to stand at the busstop too, so he couldn't start a conversation with her right now and that was pretty annoying right now since he wanted to. Thoughts were also fun, she should know how that went anyway if she knew so many demons. I hadn't expected for you to being manipulated by demons, Evelyn. Though, you had a hard past, but why don't you just do the same as you do with the girls earlier? Being a puppet doesn't suit you. He spoke in her mind as he stayed calm and still looked at the direction the bus would come from. It was a conversation, maybe not a good one, and not i person, but it was good enough right now since he just wanted to know about what she was doing with those demons and whatthey were doing to her.
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Feb 21, 2016 22:44:16 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 21, 2016 22:44:16 GMT
Evelyn
She sat up slightly when her back was whining at her for sitting so lazily on the fence, yet she didn't move away from it since she was too lazy to stand and the bus wasn't there yet. She sighed, annoyed that it took so long again. Luckily she had her music to listen to whilst she was waiting, for a moment she looked around to see what people were standing at the bus stop too and she had noticed Tobias, but it wasn't like she wanted to start a conversation, in fact, she'd rather avoid having to talk. She turned to her phone again, looking for a song to play when she suddenly heard his voice. She squinted her eyes slightly, glancing at him from the corner of her eyes for a moment before looking back at her phone. She had been right and he had been following her train of thought, rude. She bit the inside of her cheek at his words, furrowing her eyebrows slightly when he said she had had a hard past. She felt like shrugging at it, yet giving so many reactions would look odd, she knew she shouldn't do it. So she picked a song, sighing out the smoke as she put her phone in her pocket and looked at the school building for a moment, contemplating on her words since he probably was following her thoughts anyway. Still it disturbed her that angels and demons could do so, since her thoughts weren't pretty. She looked away from the street to avoid getting such cruel thoughts into her mind and closed her eyes. They're human, aren't they? Against them I can do things. But you guys can keep me under your control. Which explains the rest of your words, I believe. I have no choice but to be their fucking puppet. I could kill myself but even that they fucking prevent me from doing. I had a hard past, so what? It toughened me the fuck up and I surely fucking need it with those motherfuckers that I'm going to now. She had dropped her cigarette and jumped from the fence, licking her lips as she plucked at her braid for a moment. Looks like you're an angel though, since you sound so caring. She thought and stretched out a bit, shifting on her feet as she looked at the direction the bus should come from, before looking at her watch, another ten minutes to go.
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Feb 21, 2016 23:06:41 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 21, 2016 23:06:41 GMT
Tobias
He noticed how she had immediately turned her thoughts down a bit and it was a bit amusing for him that she did, sice she seemed to have had it several times already and was gettig used to it. He wouldn't call himself rude towards her, since he heard everyone's thoughts, and hers just were a bit louder than the others, and more interestig to be honest. Other people were askig themselfs what they would have for dinner, and he did't care about that really. I wouldn't call them human, it's more like empty shells of nothingness. And if they keep you alive, why don't you take the chance ad speak up to them? Since you're throwing everything around right now. You don't care how they use you and play with you, practically not affraid of dying at that point, so just speak up to them. He thought as he sighed and waited for the bus to come since this conversation was leading nowhere. Well, you could say I'm an angel, though I was born a demon. My parents thought it was great to go to heaven and so I had to follow, now I'm stuck with being nice since the words I spoke earlier made God punish me, and that hurts, He closed his eyes for a moment when he felt pain hit him again because of his thoughts. God just disliked him, that was the thing, probably, that was what he thought anyway since it was all a big bunch of bullshit to him. If God disliked him, he should send him back to hell, everyone would be happy then, but it was getting annoying. Why were there more fallen angels than risen demons? And why couldn't he just fall down again? It's not like that was a hard thing to do right? He got annoyed at the thought and straightened his back slightly.
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Feb 21, 2016 23:19:12 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 21, 2016 23:19:12 GMT
Evelyn
She listened to what he had to say and let out a chuckle in her mind, looking at her phone for a moment since she had gotten a few messages. Quickly she licked her made up lips and shook her head slightly, fixing her braids after putting her phone away and walking closer to the place where the bus stopped rather than standing close to the fence. She got her card out of her wallet and put it back into her backpack. Isn't that what we all are in the end? We're nothing. I've spoken up a few times before, didn't turn out to be pretty but it sure was fun to get tortured and healed up like that. Gives you that ragdoll feeling, you know? You get patched up with old things, good for nothing. But it's surely interesting that you're originally a demon and seem to want to become one again. Sin, my darling. I'm damned to hell anyway so come right along. She looked at him from the corner of her eyes, her eyes dull and blank, not giving away anything she was feeling, yet everything was piling up inside of her. He thinks he can save the damned, yet drops the damned from his origin. She tilted her head slightly at her train of thought that went apart from what she was saying to him, squinting her eyes slightly. The ink speaks for itself; He who makes a beast of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man. Isn't that what every damned human or even demons and angels do? Make yourself a beast-like creature, work by instinct and feel none of your sorrows and burdens, be a disgusting beast of mankind's creation. She closed her eyes at those thoughts she had thought more loudly to let them stand out more, rubbing over her upper arm for a moment. Or you could go the easy route and y'know, pop some pills, smoke a blunt, do a few shots. It's all kinda the same.
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Feb 21, 2016 23:34:18 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 21, 2016 23:34:18 GMT
Tobias
He listened to her and he understood what she meant at the first words, it sounded pretty fucked up too. Why don't you search someone to help you, it's not like there's no one that cares for you. The class doesn't hate you, not from what I've heard in thoughts, they are just to stupid to act up against the words of those two that were sitting in front of us, and that's just fucked up. He thought as he tapped his feet on the ground a bit and stroke through his hair. I've experienced more pain while being an angel rather than being a demon, I don't choose pain, I don't want any of that, I think nobody really wants to choose it anyway, so why would I? And no one is damned to hell, you just make it out how you see yourself. He opened his eyes again after closing them for a few moments and he heard the bus from a distance coming this way, good. He had listened to the thoughts that followed and it made him cock an eyebrow for a sly moment but made sure no one noticed it as he looked at her from the corner of his eyes. She was messed up, though he had lived alongside messed up people for almost his whole life, so it didn't matter much. He still disliked her way of doing things and her being like that, so if he would try to get closer to her, he would be sure that he'd get her off of all the bad stuff, and get those demons off her back too, though he could do that right now and he would if he went to follow her thoughts more and would see who those demons were, he would make sure to fuck them all up. He didn't like being an angel at all, due to being caring for things, but on the other hand, he liked it more again since it was a nice thing to have in some situations. Those thoughts are still pretty messed up, and it's all bad, all of it. I rather don't hear those thoughts out of a 17 years old girl, He said and noticed how the bus came in sight and he calmly grabbed his pass so he could get onto the bus when it stopped.
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Feb 21, 2016 23:44:06 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 21, 2016 23:44:06 GMT
Evelyn
People don't care about me, Toby. They may not hate me, but they don't care about me enough to be asking me how I'm doing and honestly, I'd rather keep it that way. She spoke with a slightly annoyed sigh, fixing the earbuds as she put on a different song since she wasn't interested in the one she was playing. She had listened to his words and felt like laughing, yet kept a straight face and watched as the bus neared with a fairly high speed, counting her chances she stood nailed to the ground. I'm sure as hell not blessed to go to heaven when I die, I've sinned more than I can count on my fingers and I'm pretty sure heaven would be boring anyway. All goody two shoes. I don't want help, I've searched for help before and it was a massive let down and utterly disappointing. Wouldn't recommend. And sweetheart, if you rather don't hear those thoughts, heaven's right above you. She watched as the bus stopped in front of them, closing her eyes for a moment as she inhaled deeply and stepped into the bus, placing her card against the scanner as she went to the far back and sat down in the corner, pulling her phone out and putting her feet on the seat in front of her, looking out the window for a moment. Sit down next to me, you fool. This is becoming annoying. Either way, it's a pity you've experienced more pain being with the goody two shoes rather than those fuckers down below. By the way, you don't know how I see myself, do you? Cause if you do, please explain yourself.
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Feb 22, 2016 0:06:56 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 22, 2016 0:06:56 GMT
Tobias
He sighed out of annoyance when she called him Toby and he had looked her way for a moment. It's Tobias, and they could care if you wouldn't be such an asshole from the outside, since you pretty much are at this point. I can't blame you for it though, nor do I hate you for it, since I know enough people like that. And I never said you'd go to heaven, now have I? I've seen very big sinners become saints, but in a life span from 600 years, I've seen many things anyway. Yet heaven indeed is boring, that's why I try to escape from it. He thought again as he listened further to her and stroked with a hand through his black hair. Well it's a pity that the help you have sought didn't come and went bad, my apologies for bringing that up then, but not everything is fucked up. He stepped behind some other people onto the bus and walked over to sit next to her when they said that and he leaned a bit back as he closed his eyes and stretched his legs. "Have I ever said I did? I can only think of things if I dig into your memories, and I don't do that. I only read and see the things you keep unlocked, and that isn't enough for me to make an image, or it's pretty blurry and annoying," he spoke softly. Most of the people were sitting in the front, so it didn't care much if they talked about it. If he could decide, he'd tell everyone that angels and demons lived amongst them, but everyone would be screwed up at that point and think of it as a joke, so he let it be like this and let them see with their own eyes. The best part he had heard in his short life on earth was a man who didn't believe in God and Satan, who thought angels and demons were fake, and he had given him a rant about it.. Trying to convince Tobias that what he said was all bullshit while he would know for the best because he was one. Yet he hadn't talked into the man much and eventually just let it be, saying he was right and that it was all bullshit. It was true that it was pitifull that he had more pain in heaven than he had in hell, most of the time it would be the other way around, but maybe Ash had influenced his life that bit so they both were doomed to live with everlasting pain on both sides.
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Feb 22, 2016 0:23:10 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 22, 2016 0:23:10 GMT
Evelyn
Toby suits you better. She had spoken against him, immediately going against him, yet she didn't care for it. In her eyes she felt like it was true, Tobias was more serious and mature and to her, he didn't seemed to fit that maturity of his name just yet. He spoke wisely, that was true, just like she spoke like she had been living on this earth for a long time and all was damned to hell. But still, Toby sounded more fun for his fairly youthful appearance. She looked up to him from the corner of her eyes when he sat down next to her, taking an earbud out and turning the volume down a bit as she tilted her head slightly at his words. "I only get so much as thirty, with the way things are going now and then I'll even be considered lucky to be alive," she mumbled quietly, knowing he'd hear her since most angels and demons seemed to have some exquisite hearing. "As if I'd let you take a dive into what's going on inside me..." She let out a chuckle and shook her head. "You'd drown, mate. Even with your age and life experience, I'm pretty sure you'd still be shocked." She spoke quietly, shoving the thoughts away of why she felt that way about her words. She closed her eyes and sighed out slightly, shrugging a bit. "You'll have to come up with a pretty damn good reason why not everything is fucked up or corrupted," she spoke and looked up to him, facing him for once instead of just glancing at him since she was wondering with what he'd come up with. "Tell me, Toby, how are we not all almighty fuck ups along with the world we live in? How is it that my vision on that is corrupted whilst it's all I have known? I agree that through your eyes it seems different, yet you've experienced life differently, apparently in such a way that you're still a positive person for at least a small part, which, might I add, is quite a thing to celebrate because as far as I know, as far as I've learned, seen, experienced, felt and got to know, things are pretty close to being damned forever. At least for me. But that's self pity," she spoke, keeping her voice on a very soft volume, yet quite a harsh tone. She looked away and shook her head slightly, rubbing her temple. "And self pity is such a disgusting and confusing thing. I hate it. And it's so weird that you bring it out of me with your whole," she muttered whilst waving slightly at him with her hand to gesture him, "angel and demon thing going on. You're like a good cop, bad cop role in one. I'm not used to it and it's fucking me up more than it should because those motherfuckers that are waiting for me aren't this.. Talkative and like, whatever. I should shut up," she mumbled to herself and sighed, resting her temple against the window. She hated talking so much, she was like a waterfall once she started speaking and she hated it because things would come pouring out without her knowing what she exactly said and then she'd say things she mostly regretted. Like now, she sounded desperate in her own eyes. Desperate for someone to show her how life wasn't all bad and how things could go better. A good cop, as she had used the phrase, like Tobias, that could also play the bad cop to take her attitude. She was revolted by her own words and chewed roughly on the inside of her cheek, not stopping when she noticed the sharp taste of iron dripping onto her tongue.
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Feb 22, 2016 9:37:21 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 22, 2016 9:37:21 GMT
Tobias
He rolled his eyes at the thought and shook his head slightly. He didn't speak up to it more, since it was no use in doing so really. He tried to sit comfortable and waited for her to speak up again. "Thirty is a good age, isn't it? You'll never get old. Tha chance you come back a demon is big, and you'll be stuck with that age for quite a while, so that's less interesting," he murmured softly so he wouldn't disturb others and made sure they didn't hear what he said. "I didn't ask for you to open up, if you don't want to, that's fine, it's your choice and theoretically still your life, though you get influenced a lot by those demons. It can be that I'd be shocked, it should still be better than the life my brother had led though. But well, he's a demon and you're a human after all, so it's not to be compared," he murmured softly as he looked outside the window for a bit before turning back to her and looked her in the eye for a moment. "You're making it sound like it has all been your fault in whole your life and you think it's pathetic right now. Why do you do that? Don't you hate being pathetic? Many things in this world are bad, but not everything is as fucked up as you see them to be. A chance that someone might actually come to care for you and get you out of this state is still pretty big, for someone who candeal with that attitude of yours and makes sure to open your eyes that bit more to block you off from all the bad that had happened. Happiness and joy hides in a few little corners, if you don't search long enough, you won't find it, and sometimes you need someone's help to find it," he spoke as he looked back out of the window since he was disgusted by his little rant . "And that just indicates that I'm capable of getting more things out of you from this point on, and you just set a foot in the unknown without even knowing you did." he said softly as he looked back at her when the disgust of his own words had faded away a bit but he still hid it in his eyes. "And what exactly? Talkative and what?" He asked on her last words since he wanted to know what she was going to say, because it was about him, and he didn't like not knowing how people thought about him. The thoughts that went on were funny to him though, but he didn't react to it and let her thoughts be too, only focussed on her spoken words since he could understand that it was annoying for him to nose around in her thoughts and memories.
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