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Feb 22, 2016 13:00:05 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 22, 2016 13:00:05 GMT
Evelyn
"I mean, you never get old, that's fun, but to come back as a demon and be stuck in either hell or earth again? I mean, literal hell then that is. I don't know, you make it sound less interesting now," she spoke quietly and stretched her arms out slightly before tucking her phone in the pocket of her jacket. "I wouldn't call it opening up, I'd call it spilling more than usual cause I'm not opening up anything. Not to a stranger like you. Sorry to hear that your brother also led such a fucked up life," she mumbled, rolling her eyes as she truly didn't care or that. What did his brother have to do with all this? Then again, what did her bullshit have to do with this as well? Why did she speak up when she could stay silent? "I believe I've caused all the bad to happen to me in my life, yes. I think it's pathetic, yes and I hate being pathetic. But I'm not being pathetic, I am saying that the events I've caused are pathetic. And that chance must be really small with me because honestly, I haven't seen anyone swing into my life and stay there long enough to deal with my ass and do something about my goddamn attitude. Fuck those little corners, dude. I'm done searching for breadcrumbs," she spoke, her tone harsher than before yet still at the same soft volume. She shook her head and closed her eyes, sighing out softly to try and calm herself down a bit, so she wouldn't get all worked up. "I think I'd like my foot back then," she mumbled and looked at him from the corner of her eyes. "Talkative and annoying for sure," she spoke, rolling her eyes as she looked away again and pulled up the hood of her jacket. "But I meant caring at that moment," she mumbled, extremely quietly underneath her breath as she tried not for him to hear it, yet repeated it for herself. She sighed softly and watched the bus stops pass by, she looked at her watch for a moment to see what time she'd arrive at the right stop, since she knew the bus stops from the top of her head. She'd be a tad too late, that should cause some trouble, but nothing too bad. She bit the inside of her cheek again and licked her dried lips with the tip of her tongue, sighing out softly in annoyance once again.
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Feb 22, 2016 21:21:13 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 22, 2016 21:21:13 GMT
Tobias
"It isn't that interesting indeed, though, you can have more fun out of it eventually," he said and shrugged. "I've only been on earth for a week or something, so it's all pretty new to me here, so what do I know?" He said softly as he looked at the other people on the bus. "And my brother has nothing to do with this, but it was to make a point that I probably wouldn't be shocked about the happenings in your life," he shrugged again as he stretched his back for a moment and sighed softly after as she kept talking. "Pathetic stays pathetic, either if it's because of events or because you think it to yourself, it stays in the same context so it doesn't really matter on that part, right? And the chance is still there, so you'll just have to wait and see probably. And I didn't say you had the search, it is a possibility," he said on a softer tone as he noticed she got annoyed more and more due this conversation. "If you want your foot back, just step backwards and let all the shit happen to you over, and over, and over again. And thank you for the compliment, my parents should be proud," he murmured at the last part as he stood up eventually when he got closer to his busstop where his place was and had closed the conversation with that since he didn't feel like going on and on about something if she was too blind to see and too deaf to hear what he was talking about. If she didn't want to listen or change anything, that was her choice, but he had done enough for his feeling. He would follow her to the demons though, quiet and unnoticable, but he would follow, just to see what they were doing to her, and what they were capable of, if they were strong.
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Feb 22, 2016 21:38:37 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 22, 2016 21:38:37 GMT
Evelyn
"It are two different contexts and matters, but you know, you're the angel, you're the oldest, you know best," she had mumbled, rolling her eyes once again as she glanced at him from the corner of her eyes. When he got up she had looked at the window again, curling in more as she set her feet on the seat she sat on and looked at her phone, putting her loose earbud in her ear again as she turned the volume up all the way again and searched for a good song to clear her mind. She sighed out softly when she had found a song and put the device away again so she could sit calmly for the rest of the bus ride. It had gone faster with him to keep her company, more or less annoy her more rather than make actual good company, but nevertheless it was better than sitting with a demon that tried to get in her pants, since that had happened before. She let out a silent chuckle at that thought and closed her eyes again. Once she got at the bus stop she needed to be she had stood up, put her card against the scanner and then left the bus. A soft sigh left her lips as she put the card away again and fixed her jacket after swinging her backpack on her shoulder again. Was she ready? Not really. Especially not after the events of today at school and the talk she had in the bus, everything was still roaming through her mind as she was overthinking it once again. It made her feel lower and sink deeper with her feet into the ground, but she didn't have much of a choice. Speak up to them, he had said. As if that would help against demons, as if she had the power to do so. Then again, he was right, if they wanted to kill her, they could. She didn't care. But that was the thing, since she didn't care they found it funnier to keep her alive because that meant more torture. She'd be glad to die and leave this place one way or another, yet it always seemed to be impossible with how close they always stood by. She walked to the lounge, more like dragging her feet rather than walking excitedly since she could enter a club with demons that she was underaged for. She looked up to the big guy who stood on guard at the door, he nodded at her and let her in, making her sigh in frustration since she really had hoped it would've been someone she didn't know so she could get kicked out and run the hell away from this place. In the far back she had found the demons she was looking for. Her eyes turned duller and her eyebrows formed a furrow that made it look like she was glaring since her eyes squinted ever so slightly. "Ah, our favourite little human!" One of them chirped, causing her to scowl. "Uh-oh, had a bad day, hun?" He chuckled, causing her to roll her eyes to him and cock an eyebrow up. "Shut up, will ya?" She hissed, causing him to gasp as another looked intensely at her. "Well, well, look who got her attitude back!" He grinned, making her smile slyly for a small moment. "You unfortunately didn't get any better at making sharp comments," she spoke, causing him to look angry at her. "That doesn't make you any more handsome, Ricco," she spoke again, causing him to stand up and raise a fist yet another demon rested his hand on his arm, causing Ricco to look back at the demon, slowly sitting down again as he mumbled an apology to the little leader of the club, Evra. He was seated in a neat three piece, all black with a bloodred tie that suited his fierce red eyes. "Cut the attitude, Evelyn and sit down," he spread an arm out for her as an invitation to sit down, so she did, taking off her jacket and backpack as they were taken away to the wardrobe. "What a grumpy face, have you had a bad day, dear?" He spoke kindly, yet it made her scowl and look up to him from the corner of her eyes. "As if you don't know, you bastard," she hissed. Which caused him to chuckle and hand her the rolled up blunt they already had lit and had been passing over from demon to demon, but now her as well. "Relax, sit back, everything will be okay soon," he spoke with a charming smile. She rolled her eyes, yet didn't disobey. She took the blunt between her thumb and index finger, inhaling as she handed it back and leaned her head back against his arm that was wrapped around her, closing her eyes as the smoke left in circles from her lips.
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Feb 22, 2016 22:17:44 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 22, 2016 22:17:44 GMT
Tobias
He had followed her through mind and had made sure that his presence was covered and he was invicible so he wouldn't have the attention when he saw her walk inside a club. She should just leave instead of doing this since she seemed to feel bad about it. It was all straight up bullshit to him, even if he were a human he'd be able to speak up for himself and just leave, torture or no torture, whatever, they'd let her go eventually if she pushed through. He sighed at the thought and made sure his scent was sunken deep inside of Evelyn's body, making sure his demon and angel scent got mixed up and left a trail behind her, making it a bit more noticable when she got at the little group of demons, letting them know that he was onto Evelyn. He stood in a corner, watching the group and keeping a close eye on Evelyn and on what was being said, on how she felt too as he made sure his scent went fully to her to mask his presence more until he wouldn't be noticed by anyone. If this would cause her trouble, he'd jump in and made sure that those demons would fuck off, though he would have to fight a heavy battle since he thought that many people would attack him if he made a move. She had her attitude though, so why was it so hard to go a bit more up to it and make a scene, it's not like she had much to lose if he had listened to her. He was disgusted by the sight right now when the blunt got passed around and he immediately wanted her to get out of there, since it wasn't good for her. Even if her life was that fucked up, there was no good reason to smoke that, so he saw no use in going on with that. He clenched his fists as he stayed quiet and didn't even breath right now so his presence wouldn't be noticable, only through Evelyn it would be. He even made sure more of his twin's scent would get mixed in, since he'd be probably be better known and he wanted to keep himself safe a bit.
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Feb 22, 2016 22:35:27 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 22, 2016 22:35:27 GMT
Evelyn
She inhaled the smoke three times more before it hit her and she relaxed more, feeling better than before as the drug did what it was made for. She sighed out softly, sinking slightly more into her seat as she rested her head more against the arm of the demon she sat with. "There we go, all the worries gone, ain't it, babe?" He spoke, making her look up slightly and nod a bit before looking around a bit to see what demons where here this time. She basically was the only human here and it was crowded with demons, but they weren't phased by her presence. They knew she was owned. She felt a chill run down her spine, causing her to tense up slightly and get her mind clearer when Tobias got into her presence and mind, though she didn't notice him, she felt as if being watched. But that could be paranoia kicking in and that made her all the more frightened. She sat up more, causing the arm around her to tense up and push her back. Evra looked at her, cocking an eyebrow up whilst she frantically looked around with wide eyes, inhaling shakily since her heart was racing. He held the blunt out to her again, telling her nothing was wrong and that she needed to calm down, another time of inhaling would do her good, she'd relax more. She did as she was told, yet it didn't do anything and it made Evra get annoyed. "Fuck off!" She hissed and pushed him away which caused him to grip her by her braids and made her turn her face to him, though she had to look up from the corner of her eyes. She glared deeply, the panic in her body becoming greater. "Shut up, you little," he didn't finish his sentence as she punched him straight against his jaw, which caused him to growl viciously. "Little bitch! We give you a place to stay and that's how you repay us?!" He growled, she had jumped up and glared at him. "Stop your nonsense!" She spoke, yet she got lifted up which made her yelp. He held her over his shoulder whilst she wildly was protesting, knowing what was going to happen. She growled and slammed her elbow against the back of his head, causing him to grip her, which made her gasp for air since the grip was taking her breath away. "Fuck," she hissed as she let herself hang quietly, causing him to relax, which was a chance for her. She just wanted to get away, to flee, this wasn't good. She felt sick and in danger. Whilst he was walking, she tried slipping out of his grip again. He growled again, louder this time as she gripped his head and pushed herself up, kicking her knee in his face as she kept kicking her knee up, causing him to let her go. She landed on her bum and crawled away quickly. Other demons let it be, since they knew Evra could handle a human, but she was fast. She crawled up and ran, stumbling a few times yet he had teleported and grabbed her by her wrist again, pulling her in and turning her around as he tried punching her, but she dodged and due to the force he swung further, bending over her whilst she duck further and head-butted him in the end. "Stay away from me!" She shouted in deep panic and got out of his grip as she ran for the exit again. He clawed towards her whilst he sprinted after her, becoming angry with her behaviour was she was becoming more paranoid due the drug she had inhaled.
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Feb 22, 2016 23:12:02 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 22, 2016 23:12:02 GMT
Tobias
He looked at the group in disgust as he waited for something to happen so he could kick in and get the hell out of this place. It surprised him that the demons didn't react on his scent being all over Evelyn right now, and it was a bit pitiful, since it could give some funny reactions. He focussed back on Evelyn when something seemed wrong and tilted his head slightly as he noticed a change in Evelyn's heartbeat and how she acted. He frowned slightly as he became a bit concerned about her at this point, though it had been her own fault of smoking anyway, it was just stupid to do that. He could understand normal cigarettes, but this was overkill and it smelled aweful for his idea, but who was he to say that? His eyes widned when everything seemed to happen fast right now and he followed every little detail at this point so he could forsee what would happen and he made sure he was ready to react if it got out of hand and if Evelyn couldn't get away. But it seemed fine until the point she had gotten out of his grip and ran away, with Evra on her heels. That was the moment he thought it'd be best to step in, so he did. He teleported himself between Evra and Evelyn, making sure that she got to run away and that Evra pumped into his foot as he had stretched his leg out before him so he would hit it full on. "Let the lady alone will ya? It's your fault in the first place that she became like this, so why do you chase her when you're the one in fault?" He tilted his head a bit again and kicked the guy back as he frowned and his eyes turned red, since that was one of the things he could still do, it was better than his eyes turning white.. "Could you please shoo right now and leave her alone, since you are really disgusting and need to be erased from this world." He spoke as he kicked him once again further away and made sure he built a shield around Evelyn as she ran away so Evra or any other demon wouldn't be able to get to her. He teleported himself back to Evelyn as he grabbed her wrist to make her stop running for a moment and forced her to look into his still red eyes, taking away the effects of the drugs and sending them to the closest person he could find, making sure it would leave no trace in her body anymore. "And now get the hell out of here," he said as he released her from his grip and gave her a small push forward towards the exit since she was practically almost outside. Why did he get involved in this again? What was in it for him? He frowned since it was pretty annoying to think about it that he actually did this for her instead of for himself, and he just didn't know why he would do such a thing to protect someone he didn't even like and almost disgusted. Stupid angel-like side..
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Feb 22, 2016 23:20:33 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 22, 2016 23:20:33 GMT
Evelyn
She stumbled a few times more before having to look around when she heard the vicious growl of Evra again, yet her eyes widened when she saw Tobias. She took a few steps back, her heart skipping beats in her paranoid state as she turned around and ran away again since this was her shot. She moved fast through the people, shoving them aside as they seemed more focus on an angel being in their middle. Evra fell, feeling kicks afterwards as he growled loudly and leaped at Tobias, yet he vanished again which left him stunned for a second, before standing up and fixing his clothes. He glared, looking around as he inhaled deeply to remember the angel's scent. "I'll be damned," he mumbled to himself as he cocked an eyebrow up and glared, watching the two exit. He shook his head, walking back to the group again since they'd get Evelyn back later. She yelped when he grabbed her wrist and frantically tried to get herself loose, until he looked her right in the eye and she slowly felt every trace of the drug disappear. She furrowed her eyebrows deeply when everything became clear again, he was pushing her outside and she was utterly confused. "W-Wha?" It was all she could get out since she had to pick up her feet again in order to prevent herself from falling. She frowned and ran again, obeying someone else once more. She left the building and crossed the street, causing cars to stop abruptly, kicking the breaks as they tried not to hit her. From there on she ran harder, trying to remember a safe place in town where she could run to. What had this all been about? Why was he here to help her when she clearly disliked him and he wasn't keen of her either? Especially not of her ways. It confused her deeply, yet she let it click when she thought of his angel side. That could strongly be the case, yet still, he should be demon enough to push it away, in her opinion. He didn't like her, so why go with the effort?
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Feb 22, 2016 23:47:01 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 22, 2016 23:47:01 GMT
Tobias
He knew that Evra and his little group would come back for Evelyn, and he would do everything to stop them fromdoing what they were planning to do with her. Just because he didn't like her, didn't mean he couldn't care atleast a bit about her safety and how she felt, he blamed it on being an angel now. It seemed more logical to him, and he had wasted so much words to her, so that was probably another thing that helped in this situation. He had looked back at Evra for a sly moment when he turned around and went back to his little group, before Tobias followed Evelyn with his eyes and made sure to stay close and be able to protect her from things happening in the state she was in right now since she seemed to be in a hurry because of what happened, and he couldn't really blame her. Though he doubted if she knew a safe place to go for now, but he didn't want her to go to his appartment either, but did he have much of a choice? It would be rude to get her out of trouble for a brief moment ans put her back in right after. He considered a few things before eventually sighing and being annoyed with the best option for now so her scent would be masked completely by his. He had tried to get his demon smell up more so Evra wouldn't find them so easily, ad it was a good thing that his scent was very dominating over a human's, so she should be safe for the time being, though he doubted that Evra and his group would go after her right away. He sighed as he stopped her in her tracks again by grabbing her wrist once again, making sure they were alone as he made sure she had come to a stop and teleported them to his appartment before releasing her again and sighing out of frustration that he had to mangle himself into this situation. He let her stand in the middle of his living room at this point as he walked to his kitchen and grabbed himself immediately something to drink because he was very frustrated at this point, letting her get into his place. He had told himself that he disliked her and didn't want to get close, nor talk much to her, and yet it had come to this.
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Feb 22, 2016 23:54:16 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 22, 2016 23:54:16 GMT
Evelyn
She had thought of a place other than her own home and she wanted to go there, she was running for her life to get there, yet she once again got stopped in her tracks. Out of frustration she groaned, but when she saw Tobias again she frowned, before she knew it she was standing in an apartment, feeling slightly dizzy for a moment yet she regained her posture and looked around, furrowing her eyebrows deeply as she followed him with her eyes, watching him grab a drink. She then looked away again, she stood in a living room and she guessed it was his apartment, it was the only logical option. Yet what didn't seem logical to her was that he had brought her here whilst she could've been fine on her own from there on. She wasn't a lost puppy, she knew how to sort of save herself. At least for time being. Yet, with his help she was safer and she realised that. She frowned and rubbed her temples, mumbling curse words underneath her breath as she inhaled deeply and groaned again, resting her hands on top of her head as she looked at him again. "What the fuck am I supposed to do now?" She asked straight away, not thanking him for helping her out, saving her ass quite literally. She was just annoyed at this point since she didn't know what she should do in his presence, in his apartment. This wasn't familiar for her, she didn't know where she was nor where to get out and escape, yet she felt like that would be even ruder. She sighed and looked at the floor again, closing her eyes. "Just because you're some fucking angel doesn't mean you have to go out all this way for someone you just have met and spoken to for like an hour, y'know. Especially not someone like me, there are plenty of other souls to save," she mumbled quietly and let her hands fall next to her sides again, furrowing her eyebrows slightly. "So what's the fucking deal now?"
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Feb 23, 2016 0:12:47 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 23, 2016 0:12:47 GMT
Tobias
He sayed in the kitchen for a moment as he leaned against the furnace and closed his eyes, annoyed with himself at this point again since it was all bullshit what he had done right now and he knew it. He grumbled something underneath his breath to himself as he cursed his parents for making him this way, cursed his whole family and cursed God, especially God. "You're supposed to shut up for a moment while I think of a way to get you out of this shit without me having to do anything later on," he spoke on a dark tone as he stared right in front of him and sighed out of frustration again. "We're not too far from the busstop I got off earlier, and you see that door over there, that's the exit, you can leave through that," He said as he had heard the questions through her mind and he gulped his drink down in one go, being more annoyed than he was this morning. "Just because you're a fucking human that thinks everything has turn bad and thinks of herself like a worthless person doesn't mean you have to be rude and be fucking grateful that there is someone who does care for you, aye?" He spoke right back at her words as he looked her way and mumbled something to himself underneath his breath, becoming more annoyed by the second, yet he calmed down right after and he put his glass away as he walked back to the fridge. "They don't know you're here, and the place you thought of isn't as safe as you thought it'd be since they knowwhere you run to Evelyn. The can't find your smell in here since mine is dominant, and Evra didn't have the time nor the ability to remember me so fast since my scent was mixed up with many things," he spoke as he rubbed over his face and looked back at her. "Before I go for a whole rant though, wanna drink something?" He asked as he held the fridge open to her. He didn't dislike alcohol as he did drugs, so that part wasn't a problem at this point. He'd rather have her drunk than high.
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Feb 23, 2016 0:19:11 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 23, 2016 0:19:11 GMT
Evelyn
She was surprised by his dark tone and raised her eyebrows slightly, looking at him a bit befuddled before it turned to an angry glare. He spoke again and she looked outside the window for a moment before looking back at him again, sighing deeply as she rubbed her temples again. What a pain.. What an absolute pain this day had been, and this was supposed to be a Sunday, a day of rest. She snorted at that thought, Sundays never were rest days anymore. She was shocked once again when he spoke further, her eyes widened slightly in surprise as she eventually frowned deeply. His following words made sense, she didn't protest to that, but what he had said before that had struck her in an odd way. "You care for me?" She couldn't help but laugh in a broken manner. Her voice wasn't used to laughing, it crackled and sounded unclear, so she cut it short. "That's silly of you," she eventually whispered, clearing her throat from the rawness. She looked over to his fridge with her eyes, scanning the fridge. "The vodka," she then spoke, sighing once again as she walked over to him and sat on the counter to get on a sort of even height, since he was a head taller and she really didn't feel like standing, her legs felt slightly wobbly after all of what happened just moments ago. "Then, why do you care?"
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Feb 23, 2016 0:36:10 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 23, 2016 0:36:10 GMT
Tobias
He had waited for an answer from her as he stayed near the fridge, holding it open for her to look inside and see if there was someting she'd like. When she said vodka he grabbed the bottle and filled a glass for her as he gave it to her and put the bottle away again for a moment, grabbing himself a beer as he inhaled deeply. it had been a week and yet he had already enough alcohol at his place, he asked himself how he did get the idea to buy so much alcohol and why since he lived alone in this place. He opened the bottle calmly for himself as he looked back at Evelyn and heard her question., thinking about what exactly was the reason for him to care about her since he didn't like her. "Because your ife is already that fucked up probably, so I didn't want to let more bullshit happen today and I just dislike seeing people smoke weed. Especially that last part," he said as he shrugged. "The caring is probably an angel thingie, so don't break your head over it." he said softly as he grabbed the bottle better in his hand and looked at her as his eyes had returned to their normal color. Though if Becca and Jacky would have the same as you right now, with tht mouh, I think I'd be the one making them shut up and torture them instead of getting them freed, bitches," he spoke as he sighed deeply again and looked back at her. "You can leave whenever you want, since the door is still there, doors don't move from place to place, not easily anyway. If you're smart right now, you should get ride of the numbers of those guys and decline everything, even if you don't want to go home, there are enough places to go," he said as he looked out of the window and closed his eyes for a moment. What a drag this day had been and still was actually.
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Feb 23, 2016 0:53:59 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 23, 2016 0:53:59 GMT
Evelyn
She furrowed her eyebrows more, holding on to the glass that he had handed her as she slowly looked at the ground when he was completely done speaking. She scratched the back of her head and took a sip of the vodka, the burning sensation filling her throat as she sighed out softly due it. She licked her lips, flinching ever so slightly at the stinging in her cheek due to the alcohol hitting it, as it was still damaged from her chewing so profoundly on it. "You're a fool," she mumbled quietly and took another sip, this time she didn't flinch due her cheek. It would heal within a day anyway, and she'd also mess it up within a day again as well. It was a habit to bite her cheek every time she got even the slightest bit of disturbance. "Toby, honestly, you're better off with not caring about the shit I do. Okay, you're not fond of weed, have you considered that most of the time it actually calms me? When it's not fucked up by those motherfuckers, that is. Or, that plenty of other people do drugs? People with futures, might I add. Those bitches, Becca and Jacky, they have more of a future than I do. They'll just grab some sugar daddy they can fuck for money and they'll be trophy wives in like a decade. What will I be? I'll be six feet under," she spoke softly, looking up to him with her eyes, though her cold glance had softened slightly as she was speaking seriously now. The furrow between her eyebrows lasted, however. That seemed to stay forever, she always had her eyebrows slightly furrowed and most of the time she didn't even notice it. "Like, cool of you to help me out and stuff, but honestly, I'm only annoying you and dragging you down into my shit. You've been here for a fucking week, innit? A fucking week. And look what you got yourself dragged into. It's not worth it, mate," she spoke and drank a few gulps down. The faster her glass was empty, the faster she could leave. She downed it halfway before jumping from the counter and looking up to him, straining her neck in the process as she stood fairly close and that meant she had to look up more. She sighed and looked for her phone in her pockets, frowning deeply as she hissed cursewords again, yet she found her phone in the pocket on her bum, sighing softly out of relief. Yet her backpack and jacket were gone, they were still at the club and she knew that the demons had grabbed hold of it. That meant her card wasn't with her, nor her wallet, nor anything she had in the backpack like her books and what not. She sighed, that was the least of her problems since she still had some change in her pocket, but that was all she had left now. And she already didn't have that much money. It didn't phase her all that much, it was just that she was annoyed with it since her caretakers wouldn't be too happy. She unlocked her phone, looking at the numbers as she sighed and closed her eyes for a small moment, selecting all the numbers as she blocked them and then put her phone away again, drinking the glass empty as she put it on the counter. "If you are smart right now, you leave me alone. Like I said, I'm bad luck, bad for your good or even bad will. You're a sweet lil' fella, don't get involved with someone who's too far gone." She spoke softly and looked up to him again, to his eyes this time. "As much as my fucking heart is screaming in victory that you care, I can't let you care. I go wrong in the end, I go wrong so many times. I use drugs, if I'll be coming clean then I'll be one hell of a pain, worse than now. I'm seventeen, I'm far, far younger than you are and I have experienced a fraction of what you have. But like I've said to all of your kind, I'm human. I only have so many years on this planet and I don't see them being worthwhile. I don't see myself making them worthwhile because honestly, I'm so tired, I'm too tired for that." She bit the inside of her cheek again that now stung heavily. Angrily she averted her gaze and started walking towards the hallway, shrugging slightly. "I said too much bullshit again. Look, I'm s.. Sorry for wasting your time and what not. But like I said, you're a good fella, don't poison yourself, man," she spoke quietly and shrugged slightly again, rubbing the back of her neck as she looked around a bit to find the frontdoor, once found she walked to it so that she could leave and let him be, although her guts told her that it'd be a hard task. Especially with having him in class, which made her groan softly, resting her head against the door as she shook her head slightly for a moment. No, she shouldn't let someone care, she was convinced it didn't do good. She looked down at her chest and poked at it, as if she were telling her heart to shut the hell up and get over it, then she opened the door, feeling heavier and sinking further in her feet but determined to not let it get to her.
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Feb 23, 2016 11:12:31 GMT
Post by Sara Gather on Feb 23, 2016 11:12:31 GMT
Tobias
He looked at the bottle in his hand and listened to her firs words, bit that didn't hurt him. He knew he was a fool and tat probably would never chane in his whole upcoming life. He'd die a fool for all he cared, it's not like he would change his ways to get perfect for someone who he didn't know. Even for someone he did know and loved, he'd never change, he didn't want someone to change him and let him be someone else than he wants himself to be. He sighed at her words and looked up at her for a moment. "Have you considered that you don't need it to calm down Eevee? What kind of life are the leading if they do that? Why would you fuck someone to get you money for the rest of your life? What's wrong with caring for someone and loving someone? I don't care that you'll be six feet under by that time, honestly, but your making it all worse for yourself if you keep on thinking like that, and I know that you don't care for everything I say and don't believe me and what not, but listen for once not only to yourself and listen to a complete stranger that doesn't seem what he is. You will have a future, even if it's with a demon, an angel, a human, a hybrid, an animal, I don't care where your interests lie, but not everyone will run away from you and from dealing with your shit." He spoke since it really annoyed him that she thought of herself like that. How could you live saying and thinking to yourself that you don't have a future? Why was she still alive then? He could her right her right now if she wanted to get it over with, it wasn't his problem. "I'll decide for myself what's worth my time and what isn't, I don't need the words of a 17-year old girl that can't deal with a very tough time and is fucked up inside." he spoke calmer as he looked back at the botte in his hand and layed a bit with it in his had, not giving her a look since he didn't think there was a reason to. He didn't meet her eyes when she did try to do that and didn't even listen to her words anymore since she had said to stop caring, so he would. If that's how she wanted to play it, that was how he was going to play with it. If she wanted her life to fuck her over more and more, it wasn't his problem anymore, in fact it had never been his problem to begin with. "Oh please," he had only muttered on the last part as he turned his back to her and gulped the beer down and put the bottle away. "And one thing, don't talk, look, think and speak about me again will you?" He had said before she got to the frontdoor and glanced over his shoulder, his eyes red again. People.. He hated being on earth already, but he didn't want to go back to his parents, nor did he want to contact someone else about this right now. "Just go away already," he spoke when he noticed her standing at the door but didn't open it. When she eventually did he noticed how hard it hit on her, but he couldn't care about her anymore, so she'll have to deal with that herself. He wasn't attached to her by have saved her right now, he easily could cut hs connection with her and that was what he was doing right now. He let go of her mind and thoughts and at one point he wanted to give her the effects of the weed back, but he didn't do that, that wouldn't be nice of him. He waited for her to get te hell out of his appartment so he could rinse her scent from his place and made sure she wouldn't get here anymore. It had been her choice, so who was he to fight her life choice? Of course nobody would want to care about her if she went on like this, but to say after that nobody did care, was bullshit. He'd see how it'd develop, if it would be worthwile for him to still do something for her, or not.
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Halo
Feb 23, 2016 20:24:02 GMT
Post by Mary-Anne Rogers on Feb 23, 2016 20:24:02 GMT
Evelyn
She had gone home, walking all the way, being annoyed and far too emotional for her liking, so she had drunk and done some other ugly things, contemplating on why she actually was still alive. He had been right, she knew it. Yet he didn't care anymore, so why should she bother? It troubled her mind, she rubbed her temple as she had laid awake all night once again. What could she possibly do? The demons didn't follow her anymore, so she was tempted to just go for it and commit suicide, yet it troubled her to do so as well. Of course, the care for her life was very little and minimal, but something kept her here. She had attempted it so many times already, had so many scars that showed attempts or were from saving her from the attempts. So, what kept her here? Her brother, whom she missed deeply yet didn't bother even talking to her? Let alone be there for her so she could live with him instead of the caretakers that were now awake and getting ready for work, since it was Monday. She furrowed her eyebrows slightly and sighed the smoke out from her lungs, laying on her bed with one hand underneath her head and the other hanging halfway in the air as the cigarette laid between her fingers. When the cigarette was done burning and she had let it fade out in the ashtray, she stood up. Striping down from her clothing whilst she walked to the bathroom and took a quick shower, would be nicer for the people in class with her, she figured. She sighed, drying her hair and getting dressed in lingerie whilst she walked around, music starting to blast loudly when she passed her stereo and had turned it on after connecting her phone to the bluetooth connected radio. She hummed along to the song and looked inside her closet, fixing the bra strap of her black bra as she pulled out a pair of black shorts, putting them on as she put on her black thigh highs and threw a black shirt over it all that covered her shorts completely due to how big it was. The left sleeve of it read 'night' with a small crescent moon underneath it, both written in white. She yawned, the feeling of exhaustion flooding over her because it hit her that she went another night without sleep. "I seriously need to get those pills again," she mumbled to herself, rubbing her face as she wished for sleeping pills that would help her sleep again, unless she tried to overdose once more. "Also an idea," she mumbled to herself and shrugged as she rolled up the sleeve, making more scars become visible. Thick, risen scars in all shapes and sizes. From her wrist to her shoulder, yet around her tattoo and on her tattoo it was free. She looked at the tattoo and stroked over it for a moment. "You need company." she mumbled against it as she walked to her mirror, she sat down in front of it and began with her make-up, glancing at the clock every now and then and singing along to the songs that her stereo blasted. She was early for school, again. Two days in a row was a new record, that at least was a good thing. The only bad thing was that she'd have to endure a whole, long and tiring day of school. At the thought she groaned, walking past the gates as she jumped on the bench and balanced on the back of it, walking back and forth slowly with the black creepers on her feet, she watched them whilst humming softly along to a song that played through her earbuds, a cigarette in between her two fingers of her right hand. She didn't have a jacket, nor her backpack, those had been taken away by the demons, but she at least had brought herself and a pen, that should be good enough, right? People glanced at her, she flashed them a dirty glare from time to time, if they got in her sight. "Oh, Almighty God, won't you bring upon your best angels for me to scowl at? Send me your fallen angels to dance with, I'll gladly send them right back to you as a damned and broken human," she hummed quietly to herself as she inhaled the smoke and let out a chuckle. "Sick," she whispered to herself and tilted her head slightly. "As if insanity has crawled upon you and barged into your walls, crushing them down with Devil's finest," she mumbled to herself again, chuckling as she placed the cigarette between her lips and made a backflip, catching the back of the bench with her hands as she removed the cigarette from her lips whilst she hung upside down, slowly letting herself land onto her feet on the ground. "Those demons surely were good for becoming athletic," she mumbled even quieter, tilting her head as she threw the cigarette away after inhaling one last time before walking into the school building. She didn't care for Toby, he didn't care for her, it was done. And she was done, so she was strangely bright and in a good mood today. Knowing that the night would fall and all of her would end.
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